My name is Misty, Misty Waterflower. My life isn't anything special, well not anymore anyway. Since he left I feel like part of me is missing. I don't know what to do with myself. Daisy, Lily and Violet are always saying 'Hey runt can't you like stop with the moping around its kind of like depressing'. God I hate them so much at times. They don't understand how I feel right now. They never will. Yeah they have met him and they are very fond of him but they will never feel the way I do about him. I'm in love with him. Here I am rambling on and I haven't said who it is I'm in love with, how stupid of me. He is the most amazing Pokémon trainer ever, and his name is Ash Ketchum. Well technically it's Ashton but he seems to hate Ashton so he gets people to call him Ash. He never actually told me that he loved me but I kinda guessed because of the way he looked at me sometimes and the way he acted around me.
Just thinking about him now makes me miss him more than anything. I can't even remember why he left. I know it sounds pathetic but I wish I knew where he was and I could just run to him and we would be together forever but that will never happen because he is far too stubborn to admit his feelings and as for me, I just can't bring myself to tell him how I feel about him. He doesn't even know that I have a crush on him never mind that I am in love with him. He is just so clueless about everything that isn't Pokémon or Pokémon related.
I need to tell him but I can't even if I plucked up the courage to because I have no idea where he is, he could be anywhere and.........with anyone. What if he has found someone else? What if he has fallen for someone else? Then what would I do? What if I met him again and told him I loved him only for him to tell me that he doesn't love me because he is in love with someone else? I have to stop thinking like this and jut try and get over him no matter how hard it is to do so. I haven't even told my sisters because I know what they will say. They'll say 'Like oh my God. Our little sister is like in love with that Ashy-boy. That is like so cute'. And they'd never let me forget the fact that I love him even if I ended up getting over him, which I doubt will ever happen.
I can hear Daisy calling me. I'm just going to ignore her because she will probably just tell me to clean the pool or something like that, since that is all she ever does. That's what all three of them do, they make me clean the pool when they get to relax. I've told them that I don't think it is fair and do they listen? Do they Hell! Maybe I should go and clean the pool to try and get my mind off things, well off Ash anyway. Why can't I get him out of my mind? Why do I have to be in love with him? He is the most annoying boy I have ever met in my whole life. He was my best friend but now I don't think that is true because I bet he has someone else and I bet he has forgotten all about me by now. Daisy is still calling me. I can hear her coming up the stairs and into my room but I don't move, she can drag me by my hair if she wants but right now there is only one thing I want. I only want Ash right now but I doubt I'll ever meet him again. If only I could just get him off my mind for long enough to think of a way to find him again but I can't because no matter what I do Ash Ketchum is on my mind the whole time. I feel like screaming out that I love him just to make my sisters realise how I feel right now and make them understand that, the reason I sit in my room all day is because I want to be alone to try and think of a way to find him.
