Fandom:: Kingdom Hearts
Pair:: Axel/Roxas
Summary: In a shallow sleep, I dreamt I could see you
I gently held out my hand
And in that perfect moment
You disappeared
I lost you over again
Every day was the same torturing illusions. That I would see you once the night had fallen and you would take me back into your loving arms, cradling me tender and close. Showering me with the affections we shared before, luscious lips pulling me into blissful intoxication until I could not see, could not breathe, could not speak. These shallow sleeps were my lullaby, the only escape from this torturing reality. Time stood still in these perfect moments, the raging sands slowed to a standstill waiting on us. These delusions of you were what kept me waking every day.
An artist without a brush
Can paint a perfect canvas
Without you here
There is no color
A colorless landscape
Luminuos white walls glaring light around the limitless floors of Castle Oblivion. Pale doors and wide marble columns all the same depressing shade of ivory. There was no warmth, no life, to be found in these unforgiving walls. Marluxia was no better a lord than Xemnas himself only he took great pride in reminding me of the lost heart I once held now so far from me. How you left me. No, you did not leave me. You left them. You only wanted to find out what was going on with you and quite honestly I cannot ever blame you for that. If I could decode the cryptic visions of my own memories I would have departed some time ago. I lay here a prisoner to the memories, the visions, I cannot decipher. Lost in the chains of memories tethering my soul to the dead half of me.
I just saw you
Beyond the curse of time
The room that we once shared...
Breathless pants harmonize in the silence, chest rising and falling to the steady beat of numbing pleasure. Blending sapphire and emerald, drowning in bottomless depths, mouths meeting in another fleeting kiss. I needed you here beside me. I may have had no heart but I could pretend as long as you were here beside me. You are my heart, my everything, my Roxas. I would kill and destroy for you. I would obliterate anyone that would keep me from your arms again. Fingers threaded through soft spikes and pulled me forward into another kiss drawing out long moans. I could not live without your touch. I needed you, loved you. That's right, Roxas, I said it. I love you.
In a shallow sleep
I dreamt I would see you
Just how I remember
The dreaming with tenderness
Roxas....
Your presence close beside me
Til I wake
No matter how many times I open my eyes you will never be there.
I see you
Shallow sleep