Susannah's POV
That kiss. That kiss was the best thing that ever happened to me. But to him it was a mistake. Thats what i am to him a mistake. And now he's avoiding me. After that kiss between Jesse and me in the graveyard he has kept his distance. I never really see him any more. He moved to the rectory. Paul is still here but he's changed. He's not the rude, aggnoramt Paul that would do whatever it takes to get me. Nope he's gone. He acts like a normal friend these days. He says hi everyday but occasionally he still confesses his love for me. Its been a month. I haven't really met any ghost over this time only 1 really. His name is Matt. He was accidentally shot by his girlfriend when she thought he was breaking in. I told his ex that she shouldn't blame herself anymore and that its ok to move on but i guess she moved on a long time ago. She already had a guy with his tongue down her throat when i got to her house. Matt was super upset. Im not all soft with ghost but Matt is a really sweet guy, not to mention a major hottie. So i comforted him and guess what he is still here. He doesn't know whats keeping him back so he stuck around. He's a really good friend and kicked some ghost butt with me a couple of times. I still cried over Jesse and then he came. When i came home from school he was sitting on my bed looking rather nervous twiddling his fingers. "Jesse". He had looked up at me like he was surprised i was there. It is my room!
"Susannah". I sat down next to him. Maybe he was going to proclaim his un dying love for me and scoop me in his arms... A girl can dream. But what he said sent me into tears.
"What do you mean your leaving!".
"Susannah, ill be around but you wont see me for awhile". I stood up.Y eyes were filling with tears and my vision was blurry. "Why?!". He stood up looking rather upset of my sudden outburst.
"Susannah, you need to realise that you cant be with me. You need to date other boys . Alive". I held in my tears. I know he gets uncomfortable when i cry in front of him. Especially this time when he couldnt comfort me. " But i dont just want any boy. I dont want to love any other guy. I... I love you Jesse". Yes you heard right. I had said to right to him but instead of him kissing me he simply said "Good bye Susannah" and dematerialze. To god knows where. But has he shimmered away i swear i could see a wet shine in his eyes.
That was a year ago.
AN: Hey guys im hoping for reviewd. I know this chap was small but that is because it was like a Prologue. Showing what had happened and now we r going back to the present Time :)