Pain, pain, pain. It was all I could feel as I crumpled to the floor. I could feel the blood all over my body and with each blow I cried out in pain. Another kick in the ribs. CRACK! I whimper and curl up into a ball hoping it's over. I can't hold it in any more, the tars fall showing the anger, pain and hurt. I hear a door slam, is he gone. I wish. Him leaving would make it to easy for me. He comes back and grabs my arm. I scream as I feel something burn my arm, he holds a lighter on my skin. I feel the skin burnt and sticky. Now he's gone I crumple up and sob. The pain is unbareable, but familiar. My body aches, the pain makes my body go numb. All i can think about is what my life would have been like, if i didnt have to go though this everyday, what if i could have a normal life? Would it be easier? I dont know what ive done to deserve this. No one should have to go through this, so why me? I used to have a normal life until my mum remarried. I used to be happy with my mum. My dad has been absent since I was 3 years old. I was never told the exact reason why he left, my wouldn't tell me. All I know is that he left when i when i was 3 years old and took my 4 year old brothe Jared with him. After that it was just me and my mum, it was good, we were both happy. But when I turned 10, was when my happiness ended. Ever since then my life has been hell, all because of the monster she married. James Andrews the man who married my Mother, the same man who has abused me since I was 10 years old. And my own mother doesnt try to stop him. A mother is supposed to love and protect her child, so why does mine let it happen, does she think i deserve it? Maybe i do deserve it? Six years the abuse has been going on for. Six years of my life spent being too scared to leave my bedroom, too scared of doing something wrong. Why me? Will it stop? What sort of sick person likes to inflict that much pain on someone? The pain is too much, alone and scared with none to help. Will it ever stop? Will i get chance to have a normal life? Will i ever have a loving family? This is all I can think about before I blackout.
But pain always ends...right?
