New Moon

I was ninety-nine percent sure I was dreaming

Looking at my ancient, withered self in a mirror

Waking up; realizing it was September thirteenth

The day I officially turned eighteen

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Refusing any gifts or recognition

No one ever listens…

Edward's sister insisted on throwing me a party

And I found an excuse not to go

Later that night I gave up and went to the party

Pink décor showers the house

Giving myself a paper cut trying to open a present

Note to self: Never do that again! Especially in a house full of vampires

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The Next Day

A walk in the forest

He tells me his family is leaving Forks

He makes me promise that I will not do anything stupid while he is gone

A light, unnatural breeze and he was gone

Love, Life, meaning…over

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Four months later

I am trying to let time heal the wounds he left behind

Refusing to go out with my friends

My father keeps telling me I cannot keep waiting for him

But I must wait for him, "he will come back", I keep telling myself

Edward's velvet voice sounded so beautiful even if it was frantic

A different side of me was now being uncovered

Riding motorcycles

Cliff diving

The recipe for a hallucination—adrenaline plus danger plus stupidity

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A psychic vampire looking into the distant future

Emotions soar seeing the petite little vampire on my porch

Running into a cold, brick wall; a worried look plastered on her face

"He is going to Italy to ask the Volturi to kill him!"

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Volterra

Edward was standing in the middle of the busy square

I bounded for him yelling that he needed to get back in the shadows

The clock tolled; and we were greeted by two red-eyed, cloaked figures

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Three vampires in particular stood out: Aro, Caius, and Marcus, Rulers of the Volturi

A skeletal hand was raised at me "You have broken our laws"

Then we left almost as fast as we came

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Back at the airport, we reunited with his family and by then I was dead tired not literally

While I slept, I thought I was having hallucinations again but when I awoke, Edward was there holding me in his arms.

Later that day my mortality was put up to vote

It was agreed that I would be changed after graduation

"Finally" I thought quietly to myself