Hi! This is my first ever fanfic, so i hope you enjoy it! Please be kind, as English is not my main language:) If you like the story i will update as fast as i can! Thank you for reading3 Love, T.
Barry was desperate to meet Caitlin again. He had been on Earth-2 several times, but this was the longest time he had ever been there. Four weeks. Killer Frost had died in his arms, and he blamed himself for he could not save her.
"Frost!" He screamed out her name in a terrifying way. He tried as best as he could, but to no awail. He could only stand there, watching, as the meta of the week pierced her heart like a warm knife through butter. "NOO!" He caught her fall before she hit the ground. "Flash?" She said his name with a weird raspyness he had never heard before. "Yeah i'm right here, don't worry, i'm right here." He said it like a mantra, mostly for the icy cold queen in his arms, but for him aswell. "Sing to me, please." Her request was odd, but ofcourse he would do it. The song starts as a calming lullaby. After a while it slowly got taken over by sobs from the scarlet speedster. Frosts breaths were becoming shallow and uneven. She was seconds away from dying and he knew that. She might be evil, but she was Caitlin. Another evil version of the doctor, but still Caitlin.
As she died, he finished the song, laid her down and began to run. Faster than ever before. He sprinted through the breach and ended up in the welcoming sight of Star Labs.
When he emerged from the time and space continuum his eyes wildly searched for the face he so desperately needed to see. That wonderful brown hair, her dreamy chestnut eyes and the smile that could warm up the entire room in seconds. There was no sign of Her. No sign of the person he needed most. Joe and Cisco were there though, they had gotten quite startled when the speedster emerged from the breach two days earlier than he was supposed to. "Caitlin, where is she?" His question was filled with a mix of anger, sadness, want and most importantly fear. "Barry, relax, it's 9pm, she has gone home." He was not sure which of the two men the answer came from, but he did not care. All he needed was information on her whereabouts and he got it. He sprinted off in a great speed, even faster than before.
Barry reached Caitlins door. One he has seen many times, mostly while carrying a drunk or tired Caitlin, but sometimes he was there as a guest for dinner. This time was different. This time he needed to be there. Had to see and touch the one person who would calm the storm raging in his entire being. He knocked at the door, three times. Since there was no one near, he used their personal safeknock. Three slow, four quick and one hundred speedknocks. Barry has superspeed, why not use it?
After a minute or so, he got impatient. He knocked once more. No answer. In his head Barry freaked out. Was Killer Frost dying just a surpressed memory? Is Caitlin, HIS Caitlin dead? What has happened, please let her be okay! Oh my god no, she can't leave me now, please please answer me! Okay, i have to calm down. Panic will not help her if she is in danger.
He opened the door with his spare key (even though he does not like to use it) but it was open. "Caitlin?" His voice was filled with dread. The apartment was dark, there were furniture tossed around in complete chaos. And no Caitlin. "CAITLIN?" He yelled throughout the entire apartment, searching every room when he heard a faint "Help" from the closet. He ran as fast as he could with his heart racing just as quickly. He opened the closet to find Caitlin slumped in the corner. The relief ran through him like a tsunami wave. "Caitlin, what happened?" His voice sweetened when he saw how afraid she was. "I don't know, Barry, they tried to kill me and i had no idea what to do" She answered weakly. Barry scoured the rest of her body. When he saw the stab wound in her stomach, he felt sick. The exact same stab wound Killer Frost had.
"Oh my god Caitlin, we have to get you to the hospital right now" Tears were threatening to escape from his eyes. His biggest nightmare was coming true. "No, Barry, i won't make it. Sing me a song ple ease" Her breathing was becoming shallow. She was dying. "No no no Caitlin, this just happened on E2! Don't you dare die on me, i can't lose you, not you" He held her hand as it went slack. Her breathing stopped, it was over.