Terror

by MalecismyOTP17

Clarissa Fray has suffered from nightmares, heavy drinking and smoking, as well as a deep seated anxiety, depression and PTSD. Two months ago, she was raped by an unknown person. All she remembers is his hands, his laugh, and his voice. She's falling into a deep hole, and only gets in deeper when she meets Jace Herondale, who looks a lot like her attacker and his brother, Sebastian

1. Information

TRIGGER WARNING

There is major trigger warnings! There will be:

-Rape (if you've been raped, please do regard that there will be a future chapter where there will be a flashback. I will post a warning before then so you may skip the chapter! I do not wish to cause anyone to have an attack. I would feel horrible if that happened!)

-Alcohol (there will be a bit of drinking. Not heavily, but enough so.)

-Violence (if you are a victim of abuse or the victim of a violent rape, please do regard this warning! As said, there will be a chapter with a rape flashback, and later on towards the end, there will be a violent encounter. A warning will be posted before the violence chapter to give you the option to skip.)

I want the victims of abuse to know that I wanted to give a real world perspective to Clarissa Fairchild (who goes by Fray in the fanfiction). I wanted to put her in a situation that women go through every day. A dear friend of mine was raped, and she's suffering from PTSD because of it. I wanted to give victims a relatable fanfiction.

The symptoms that occur in this fanfiction don't always occur in a real life situation, and it's hard to tell whether a rape has even occurred. Rape victims either experience the symptoms, experience a few symptoms or none at all.

This song (with this video) is when the darkness comes (w/jace and clary by xXWhisperOfDreamsXx on youtube)

If you wish to debunk myths of rape, you can use this website here: myths about sexual violence at the bluegrass rape crisis center website

If you wish to educate others on the symptoms of rape, you can use this website here: symptoms of rape trauma syndrome at the rape crisis website

The crisis hotline at the top is 021-447-9762. The hotline is a twenty four hotline, and you can call at any time.

It is your choice if you wish to discuss the myths of rape/the symptoms of rape. If you feel it is too triggering, then you don't have to. But if you wish to, then that's great. Everyone needs to be educated on the myths of rape and the symptoms of rape.

Victims do not ask for it. No one asks to be raped.