Every Breath You Take
Since Ron was gone, Hermione offered herself to do the vigília outside the tent.
Though, Harry didn't sleep too. He felt anger and fear for his friend, and even refuse to admit he was right. He had no plan. Certain nights, in a burst of anger, Harry took the Marauder's Map, hoping to see him there, eating the good food prepared by the castle's elves, sleeping in the warm beds of the dormitory. He search for many corridors, until an unexpected dot called him attention. Ginny Weasley.
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you
She was walking through the corridoor alone. Harry felt his heart tumble when he wondered why she was there, and maybe, just maybe, if she was thinking of him.
Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you
With time, observing her became his addiction. At day, he discussed plans with Hermione, trying to destroy the horcruxes. At night, he ignored Hermione's sobs and kept awake for hours, seeing her sleep, thinking of her so insistently that he wondered if she couldn't dream with it.
O can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
After a while, things got worse. Ron came back, but his addiction was alive. Imagine her sleeping, breathing. One night, he remembered one of their meetings.
"You're mine, right?" He asked when they stopped kissing. Ginny smiled.
"Course I am."
She was his, and only his. The possessive feeling started.
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
She was his, but that hurt. Uncertainty of the future was worse than how much he missed her.
Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please
Another night he laughed at her fear of him meeting some Veela on the way... She barely knew that his fear was greater than hers, of her finding someone else while he's gone, not being his anymore, and yet being of someone normal, without scar or dark wizards chasing him.
Shook his head to daze the thought. She said she was his.
O can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
After some nights the addiction lightened. His head yet had her images, but the dot with her name didn't satisfy him anymore. He needed her
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Hogwarts. They were going back. He pulled the parchment one last time. She wasn't there. Fear got to him. If something happened to her...
Every move you make
Every step you take
Hour later He saw her alive, smiling to him by the Hog's Head passage. Fear was gone, and he had the feeling that didn't matter what happened, if he saw her smiling again everything was going to be just fine. Because she was his.
I'll be watching you.