A/N: A small insight into the relationship of the main characters in my fic, 'Friendly Fire', coming up next week. :)
I'm imagining it now,
But I dream of it every night.
In my bed, I've heard you've said, " Love, we'll make this last"
I know that in some crazy way we are all kinds of perfect,
Felt the bliss of your secret kiss,
The quiet whisper of your promises,
Maybe in a different world, a different space, a different time,
I'll believe you.
That's alright,
I know what it means,
I know all about midnight lullabies,
About fairy tales and sunny skies.
About the quiet storms that rage inside.
That's right.
It never ends with you, does it?
It's this twisted game,
Everything we do, it's push, pull, shove, explode,
One day you'll wait for me,
And I won't come.
It'll be bittersweet, the end,
I know it,
I remember the quiet,
Kind of like an armistice during a war,
We both lay down our weapons cautiously,
But we know it's not the end,
There is no end.
Not for us.
I wish you would understand me,
Wish I could tell you, there is no love here,
Just so everyone understands,
It's all hate and anger and vicious boiling rage,
I'll do anything
To destroy you.
I'll lie and trick and deceive and manipulate,
With the most angelic face,
If it means one less scar.
I'll tell you I love you,
And stab you in the next breath,
Smiling all the time.
You have been warned.
I loved you once,
A long time ago,
But that's left behind.
I have to know though,
I just have to.
Can you hear me now?
Can you feel me now?
Can you read my mind?