Spiraling down a long, dark tunnel. To far for anyone to pull me out. Sinking in my own depression. Its pulling me in and I just can't stop it.
No one knows how I'm feeling.
They just see what they want to see.
I'm hurting but know can heal me.
I'm screaming but no one can hear me. I'm six feet under but no one cares. My own friends can't see that in depressed. My family is the ones that caused it. Mainly by me being born. I hide the bruises. I hide worse things too. I'm pathetic and worthless. I feel dirty.
I don't belong here.
My name is Carlos and I'm spiraling down into a deep depression.
No one knows how I'm feeling.
They just see what they want to see.
I'm hurting but know can heal me.
I'm screaming but no one can hear me. I'm six feet under but no one cares. My own friends can't see that in depressed. My family is the ones that caused it. Mainly by me being born. I hide the bruises. I hide worse things too. I'm pathetic and worthless. I feel dirty.
I don't belong here.
My name is Carlos and I'm spiraling down into a deep depression.
Disclaimer: i don't own anything or Big Time Rush.
(A.N.) well a first look at my new story. Review and tell me if i should continue this. I love each and everyone of you. 3
Wildact12
