I knew there would be problems with my plan when Caspian ruined it, but it was my fault they all had died. I made them push forward, because I had the urge to follow through with my plan. When I look back it was not a smart decision and I blamed Caspian for my ignorance.
Still whats done is done and there is nothing I can do about it now. I can't focus on those who are now lost. I can't let my drive to win take over again. We may have lost the battle, but we'll win the war.