John Cena was walking aimlessly along the beach lost in his own thoughts, he could hear the ocean waves, the sounds of the animals, but he could care less. The beach once gave him peace and serenity, but now it endlessly reminded him off happier times. He was glad that it was a private beach and that no one else was on one the beach with him… he could not handle any more sympathetic looks, the condolences, just people feeling sorry for him.

He left what he loved most because he could not handle everyone giving him sympathy, plus it reminded him of her, they had worked together, fell in love there, even got married there. He looked at the ocean and smiled lightly as he remembered happier times.

She was running from him laughing as she was saying, "You're not going to get me!"

"Oh yes I am!" said John laughing as he ran behind her, hr managed to catch her from behind and spun her around in a circle. "Lookie lookie, I caught me a mermaid!" She was giggling as he said, "I think she needs to go back in before she dies from lack of water." He began to walk toward the water…

"Don't you dare Cena!" she screamed as she squirmed to try to get out of his grasp/ "So help me God John! If you drop me in that water…" but her threat could not be completed since both he suddenly dropped her into the water laughing. She sputtered from the water, and glared up at him with a playful look, "you think this is so funny?"

"Oh yeah," said John, but suddenly out of no where she jumped on him knocking him down into the water.

They ended up both laughing as she wrapped her arms around him and said, "I love you so much."

"I love you too," said John as he took her underneath the water and kissed her in their underwater world.

He sighed as he wiped the tear from his eye and scratched himself with his wedding ring, he stared at the simple gold band. Despite all the money in the world, she went with a simple yellow gold band for him. She liked things simple, not too flashy, traditional, and that was their words when they exchanges rings.

"I give you this ring, as an everlasting sign of my love and faithfulness," she said with a smile as she slipped the ring on his finger, "and with all that I am, and with all that I have, I honor you. This is my solemn vow."

He took the ring from his best man and smiled as he said, "I give you this ring, as an everlasting sign of my love and faithfulness," he then slipped the match plain gold band on her finger, "and with all that I am, and with all that I have, I honor you. This is my solemn vow."

He sighed as walked continued to walk along the beach, and his feet stopped to in front of this house that was created in love. John surprised her with as their wedding gift and after she moved in she made it into their home. He slowly walked in and he swore he could hear still her laughter, felt her warmth and their love was there. He could see her little touches here and there, and the tears threatened him again as he walked up the stairs as he relived every single moment that was spent in the house. He then walked into the room that was supposed to be their son's room. She worked so hard in every detail of room,

"Wow," said John as he went into room.

"What do ya think?" she said as she placed the last touch in her work and then placed the paintbrush down. "Do you think he will like it?"

John smiled as he wrapped his arms around his wife with pride and placed his hands over her stomach, "I am sure that little Michael will love it. Although I have to say that is a lot of Winnie the Pooh."

"What?" said Stacy, "A kid can never have Winnie the Pooh, he is a children's icon! Please I spent a lot of money to get-"

"Honey honey!" said John as he laughed, "it's wonderful, and I was just saying that it's a lot of Winnie the Pooh, but it's a beautiful room." He kissed his wife's temple and smiled as he looked around the room. "Now all we need is baby Michael to arrive and everything in our lives will be perfect."

She smiled as she spun around and wrapped her arms around him, "I love you so much and I am so glad that I have you in my life."

"I love you too," said John, "and I am so happy to be loved by you and have you as my wife." He kissed her with all the love in the world and held her as he knew that life was everything he wanted and more.

Later on that night, he was sitting on the floor staring at the fire he created as he remembered the many nights that he sat there with her, cuddling her, loving her, just being with her. He took a long sip off the bottle, feeling the whiskey warm his body, but then he looked at the liquid and threw the bottle across the room. The color tequila reminding him of her eyes, the eyes that he could get lost in, the eyes full of love. He grabbed the picture from their wedding day and sighed as he whispered, "Oh Stacy, why were taken from me? I should never have let you drive in the rain alone, especially when you were so close to giving birth."

John was pacing like a madman waiting for Stacy to come home, he knew better than to let her drive by herself being as far along as she was. He recalled their conversation…

"Stacy, maybe I should drive you, you are seven months preg-"

"John, relax," said Stacy Cena as she cupped his face in her hands, "I will be fine."

"But sweetie, it's also raining and the roads are going to be slick…" Stacy kissed him to silence him.

"John, you know I am an excellent driver," said Stacy, "and plus I need to get some things for baby Michael, and a nice surprise for you." She smiled as she grabbed her bag and car keys, "Now relax, I will be back in a couple hours ok? I love you."

"I love you too Stacy…" said John and with that Stacy left not knowing that this was the last time they would see each other.

That was ten hours ago, it was dark and he was going nuts, "Where the hell is she? She could have been back hours ago! I knew that I should not have let her go on her own. Damn it!" Suddenly he heard a knock on the door, and he thought it was Stacy with a bunch of stuff in her hands so she could not open the door. "Oh thank God Stacy I-" But instead of Stacy he was greeted by a police officer with a solemn look on her face.

"Are you John Cena?"

"Yes I am," said John with an uneasy voice and his heart in his throat, "what can I do for you?"

"Do you know Stacy Cena?"

"She is my wife," said John as his heart began to race more, "did something happen to her?"

"I regret to inform you Mr. Cena that your wife… is dead."

John felt his heart drop as he grabbed the door frame to hold him, "What did you say?"

"Your wife was killed in a car accident," said the officer with a sad note in her voice, "she was stopped at a light in downtown on her way here, and a drunk driver slammed into her SUV going 65 miles per hour, she was killed on impact."

"And my son?"

"I am sorry… but they could not save him either," said the officer with a sad look in her eyes, "I am sorry for your loss Mr. Cena, I was a fan of both you and your wife." She left with a heavy heart hating having to be the one who told him.

"Thank you officer…" said John as he closed the door, he walked blankly into the living room and collapsed onto the living room floor. He curled into a ball and just laid there without saying a word.

That was two years ago but to John, it felt like only yesterday, and the pain was still to raw. He did not know how he was going to move on, but honestly he could not imagine living without Stacy, without his son Michael, and without his heart. He could not stand being in the house that was filled with their memories, their love, just the constant memories. He aimlessly got up, grabbed every single bottle of liquor or flammable liquid and doused the house with it. He grabbed only two photos, walked out of the house, lit a match and tossed it into the house.

The house quickly burst into flames and John watched without shedding one tear, then once the final ember died, he walked away with as an empty shell of the John Cena people once knew and loved, not knowing that the person who would bring him back to life with out there waiting for him to walk into her life.