A/N: Hey there guys and gals! I wasn't gonna put up another new story for a while. But, I had to put this one up. I'd like to thank Matt's recent heel turn and my brother for the idea. Seriously. Both are freaking brilliant. So, this will eventually be a Matt Hardy heel fic. I hope you peeps enjoy it. Don't forget to vote on the new poll! Much love!
I DO NOT own the Matt, Jeff, Shane or Shan. I DO, however, own the OC. WWE owns the Royal Rumble.

The whole arena was silent. Even Adam and Vickie were basically frozen in time. No one moved, no one said a word. For almost a minute, the match had stopped. All because Matt hit Jeff in the head with a steel chair. My boyfriend had just his own brother with a chair. I try to stay out of WWE storylines, but the chair shot wasn't a part of the Royal Rumble. Matt was supposed to conchairto Adam and lay Vickie out so that Jeff could retain his title. The fire in his eyes is so real. It scares me. Matt's not the type to just snap like this. Especially when it comes to Jeff. I've never seen him like this and we've been dating for six years. I watch in shock as Adam pins Jeff as Matt just glares.

What's going on? Shane Helms rushes up to me, just as shocked as I am. Did they get into a fight? No. Matt and Jeff would've kept their personal feelings out of wrestling. They always do. Shane grabs my arm and leads me back to catering. I know that look on his face. He knows something. Why am I always the last to know something? I fold my arms across my chest, demanding an answer from him. Shane puts his hands on the back of my neck, looking me straight in the eye. The look on his face pretty much confirms my worst fears. Please don't say it, Shane. Please.

"He knows," Shane says.

Before I can ask what he means, Matt grabs me by the arm. I don't say a word as he drags me off, wincing from the grip he has on me. He doesn't let go until we're in his car. I don't dare ask about his actions back at the Rumble. I only hope that Jeff's okay. I figure he's got a concussion. That chair shot was pretty hard. Matt doesn't say a word and neither do I. He reaches over and wraps his arm around my neck, stroking my cheek with his thumb. Shane's words keep echoing in my head.

He knows.

What does Matt know? I can't even begin to fathom what he knows. I'm not hiding anything from him. He knows me too well. We get the hotel and Matt seems to have relaxed a bit. He starts kissing me once we get up to his suite. His kisses tell me that there's a small part of him that regrets what he did to Jeff. Matt pushes me onto the bed and takes off his shirt. Whenever he acts out of anger, he just wants to have sex with me. Even if his anger is really boiling, he's still so gentle with me. Matt keeps kissing me, breaking all of my thoughts.

"Why--did--you--do--that?" I ask between kisses.

"Because I know, baby," Matt replies, almost spitting the word 'baby'.

"What are you talking about?"

Matt's lips move to my neck and he gets a little rougher. I have a pretty good idea of what Matt knows. I can't believe he found out. But, I made sure that he couldn't find out. Maybe what he knows and what I think he knows are two different things. That has to be it. I didn't say anything and I know Jeff didn't. No one else knows. Well, except for Shannon. Oh, damn it. Shannon can't keep a secret to save his life. When I get my hands on that tiny blonde man, I'm gonna kill him.

"Matt, you're hurting me," I complain when he bites at my neck.

"Like you hurt me?" Matt snaps.

I don't say anything. He knows. Oh, how could he know? I didn't wanna hurt him like this. It was a mistake. Just one mistake and my whole world fell apart. Matt forces me to look him in the eye. He looks so betrayed. I break a silent promise to myself not to cry. Matt gets off of the bed and turns away, running his fingers through his hair. He just watches as I continue to sob. I look up at Matt, trying to pull him back into my arms. He refuses to touch me or come closer. I really hate myself. I swear, I can be so stupid sometimes. What if we can't move past this? Matt means the world to me. I can't lose him. I don't think he can forgive me.

"Tell me how it happened," Matt orders.

"Matt, I really don't think--"

"Tell me."

"Fine."

Well, since he really wants to know how it happened, I guess I could tell him. I just have to start from the beginning.

A/N: I know it was short. But, it was just an intro. This chapter is in the present. Everything else will be in the past, starting from when Shannon was fired back in August. Please review and vote on the poll! Much love!