A/N this is my first ever story so go easy on me please, & English is not my first langue so forgive me if there are any spelling errors

chapter 1

you don't realize what you've done, you bankrupt the Waldorf family

she sat in the middle of her room, the room she grew up in with so many childhood memories, it had been very painful & humiliating to watch all her stuff being removed & sold & now she had to leave the penthouse within the hour & had no place to go, Lily & Dan had offered her to stay with them but it was just too humiliating to stay with them, she didn't want to be a charity case & have everyone look at her with pity in their eyes.

God this is a new low, she used to make fun of little j because she used to have a metrocard & now she couldn't even afford a happy meal. & the worst part was, it was all her fault, how was going to be able to look her parents in the eyes knowing it's her fault they're homeless, they sold every thing, even Roman had given up everything he had, & it was all because she was naïve & stupid.

She snapped out of her thoughts at the sound of her phone ringing, she looked at the id, it was chuck he had been calling her non stop ever since the wake, but she just couldn't deal with him yet, she had too much going on right now, she pressed the ignore button.

And just then Serena walked in "hey you ok B?" she asked.

She looked at Serena with tears in her eyes "no everything is falling apart beyond repair & it's all my fault, i ruined not only my life, but my family's as well. How am i supposed to be able to look at them knowing what i did" she cried.

Serena walked over to Blair & wrapped her arms around her & pulled her in to a tight hug "Blair it's not your fault if you should blame anyone you should blame the Grimaldi's. & your life's not ruined you just hit a bump in the road that's all, & knowing you Blair, you're gonna come out this stronger than ever. Everything is going to be okay Blair i promise" she said as she held Blair wishing there was something she could do or say that would make her friend feel better.

So what do you think? please let me know. Anyway thank's for reading.