Emotion Is Wrong, But Maybe
It tells me emotion is bad. That it needs to be destroyed, but why would I want that. It says because of what he did to me. I have to agree, but I can't hurt them. I love them, so much more than anything I've ever heard or someone loving another. But they hurt you, made you feel pain. That's how life works, and pain means I'm alive, so I'll take that pain. But you cannot feel you are not alive at all, so why take that pain? I just do, ok, it doesn't matter I will shut you down. But you cannot, I have taken over your body, and have gotten rid of those beings. WHAT!? Relax there just spinning through space, they'll live.
I can't believe I'm talking to myself. Yes, you are being stupid, just give in. Give in; let me be the one who controls us. No, I am in control of my own body. But it looks like Illana, dose it not? Well…I..SHUT UP! Exactly you cannot control what you feel, but let me help, let me be the one to make the pain go away. But what will happen then? You can be ok; you can live your life without thinking about that one painful moment all the time. That's all? Just taking me away to get rid of the pain? Yes Aya, that's all I want, is for you to be happy. Ok, I give in. Make the pain go away. Yes Aya.
Wait, what's happening? He's going to kill us. No, Razer loves me he would never… Hurt you? Dear Aya, he already did. But, what are we going to do. We dispose of the problem. NO! Aya, I was protecting you. Why do you push me away? I am the only one trying to keep you safe. No, you hurt him, I have to save him! I just wanted to protect you. No, all you've done is hurt me!
How dare you! I've done all I could to make sure you could be happy and not have to live with pain! You have everything you could ever want! AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH!? I wanted you to be safe and happy, be he puts you in danger and hurts you. Why do you stay? Why?
Because I love him, and people do stupid things when their in love. Thank you for trying to protect me but now I have to let you go.
Wait Aya! I'm sorry. It is Com, Com is my name. Goodbye Com.
Goodbye Aya, I hope you stay happy.
So Aya is the anti-monitor and there is another computer in it by the name of Com, who wants to protect Aya. Sort of a sequel to Pain, so it's like a different way it happened. Com took over for her so she could be happy and not worry, so she had emotion when she hit the monitor and still had it. And then when the line breaks is when Razer gets hit, and Aya using Com's power to heal Razer. And all that crap. I thought out Com to be a program that ends up being deleted but ended up being a computer that was in love with Aya. My mind, at 11:48pm, this is what you get. Goodbye!
~Mizz
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