Title: Too Late?
Author: AngelofMystery
E-Mail: angelofmystery@earthlink.net
Rating- PG
Summary: Alex and Ty's thoughts after "Superheroes, part 2"
Disclaimer: The characters of Third Watch belong to John Wells and Warner Brothers
Author's Notes: I just thought I'd write this one, It's a short one since I'm still working on part 4 of my Carlos story, "Frozen". Hope you like this one! Please review- should I add more to it?
TY'S POV:
Everything about today has gone wrong. I never would have thought this would go down. Why did it have to happen like this? I think I was too harsh on Sully, there was some truth in what I said- I would follow him to hell and all that, I'm just that kind of person- but I never meant to make it sound like I hated him. I mean sure I'm angry, I just got shot due to him and his smart idea, but it'll fade. I'm not worried about sully really, we're partners, look at Bosco and Faith they fight all the time yet amazingly they still end up back together. Partners are always partners; I'm not really worried…
But Alex, that's a different story. I didn't expect her to be there, really. How long had she been waiting for me to wake up, sitting there? I could see the feelings in her eyes, fear, worry, and pain. I told her I was Ok that she didn't have to worry, I knew that wasn't enough but what else should I have said? She almost started to cry…I realized just then that I meant more to her then a fun relationship. Did she love me? I wanted to take my arms and wrap them around her till her worries were gone I didn't. Why didn't I? I don't have an answer. I toped the cake when Mom walked in, I pulled my hand away, I didn't say anything when Mom was talking about all the other cops and paramedics who stopped by, I didn't tell her Alex was special. One of the guys, what was I saying? My heart hurt when I saw her reaction- more pain, betrayal, confusion. She walked away, there glistening of unshed tears obvious. God, I didn't mean to do that, I didn't mean to hurt her. Mom said she was pleasant; Mom liked her so why didn't I say anything then? Ever since my father died I didn't want to do anything that might go against her, but did she really care about race? I never asked. What did it matter anyway, I'm happy when I'm with Alex, isn't that all that matters? I have to fix things with Alex, I have to tell my mom before it's too late. Is it too late?
ALEX'S POV:
This day has been one bad thing after another, when will it end? I need a break form all of this. I don't think I've ever been as scared or worried as I was when Carlos told me about Ty. Not even the worst fire or nastiest medical call gets me that worked up. I felt like my whole world was crumbling, so much has happened today and this was the brick to topple my tower. I watched him sleep; he looked so peaceful so calm, the complete opposite of me, his skin soft and warm under my hand, when will you wake up? Are you okay? He came to, he told me he was okay, that there was nothing to worry about, I knew it was true- medically he'd be fine. But I couldn't get over the fact that I almost lost him. He wasn't just some guy I have sex with, some quick, convenient, relationship- it was more then that. As I looked down at him, his eyes weary from sleep I realized I loved him. Did he love me? I brought him magazines, I doubt he'd read them, he's too tired but I wanted to give him something to show that I cared. Mrs. Davis walked in; he pulled his hand away…why would he do that? He let her think I was just like all the other people visiting him, I wasn't- I'm not. I thought I meant something to him, I thought we had something going…He looked at me like I would understand why he didn't say anything but I don't. Was it because I was white and he was black? Did Mrs. Davis disapprove? Even if she did should it matter, it Ty is happy she should be too family is unconditional. So I'm sitting here all alone, Ty laying asleep down the hall not knowing what to do. My heart has never hurt this bad, I keep struggling to hold the tears back but how long can I keep this up? I need to know what I mean to him. Maybe he gave up on us… Is it too late?
Note: I was thinking of continuing what do you think?( I can always leave it as stand alone) I need opinions! Thanks!
Author: AngelofMystery
E-Mail: angelofmystery@earthlink.net
Rating- PG
Summary: Alex and Ty's thoughts after "Superheroes, part 2"
Disclaimer: The characters of Third Watch belong to John Wells and Warner Brothers
Author's Notes: I just thought I'd write this one, It's a short one since I'm still working on part 4 of my Carlos story, "Frozen". Hope you like this one! Please review- should I add more to it?
TY'S POV:
Everything about today has gone wrong. I never would have thought this would go down. Why did it have to happen like this? I think I was too harsh on Sully, there was some truth in what I said- I would follow him to hell and all that, I'm just that kind of person- but I never meant to make it sound like I hated him. I mean sure I'm angry, I just got shot due to him and his smart idea, but it'll fade. I'm not worried about sully really, we're partners, look at Bosco and Faith they fight all the time yet amazingly they still end up back together. Partners are always partners; I'm not really worried…
But Alex, that's a different story. I didn't expect her to be there, really. How long had she been waiting for me to wake up, sitting there? I could see the feelings in her eyes, fear, worry, and pain. I told her I was Ok that she didn't have to worry, I knew that wasn't enough but what else should I have said? She almost started to cry…I realized just then that I meant more to her then a fun relationship. Did she love me? I wanted to take my arms and wrap them around her till her worries were gone I didn't. Why didn't I? I don't have an answer. I toped the cake when Mom walked in, I pulled my hand away, I didn't say anything when Mom was talking about all the other cops and paramedics who stopped by, I didn't tell her Alex was special. One of the guys, what was I saying? My heart hurt when I saw her reaction- more pain, betrayal, confusion. She walked away, there glistening of unshed tears obvious. God, I didn't mean to do that, I didn't mean to hurt her. Mom said she was pleasant; Mom liked her so why didn't I say anything then? Ever since my father died I didn't want to do anything that might go against her, but did she really care about race? I never asked. What did it matter anyway, I'm happy when I'm with Alex, isn't that all that matters? I have to fix things with Alex, I have to tell my mom before it's too late. Is it too late?
ALEX'S POV:
This day has been one bad thing after another, when will it end? I need a break form all of this. I don't think I've ever been as scared or worried as I was when Carlos told me about Ty. Not even the worst fire or nastiest medical call gets me that worked up. I felt like my whole world was crumbling, so much has happened today and this was the brick to topple my tower. I watched him sleep; he looked so peaceful so calm, the complete opposite of me, his skin soft and warm under my hand, when will you wake up? Are you okay? He came to, he told me he was okay, that there was nothing to worry about, I knew it was true- medically he'd be fine. But I couldn't get over the fact that I almost lost him. He wasn't just some guy I have sex with, some quick, convenient, relationship- it was more then that. As I looked down at him, his eyes weary from sleep I realized I loved him. Did he love me? I brought him magazines, I doubt he'd read them, he's too tired but I wanted to give him something to show that I cared. Mrs. Davis walked in; he pulled his hand away…why would he do that? He let her think I was just like all the other people visiting him, I wasn't- I'm not. I thought I meant something to him, I thought we had something going…He looked at me like I would understand why he didn't say anything but I don't. Was it because I was white and he was black? Did Mrs. Davis disapprove? Even if she did should it matter, it Ty is happy she should be too family is unconditional. So I'm sitting here all alone, Ty laying asleep down the hall not knowing what to do. My heart has never hurt this bad, I keep struggling to hold the tears back but how long can I keep this up? I need to know what I mean to him. Maybe he gave up on us… Is it too late?
Note: I was thinking of continuing what do you think?( I can always leave it as stand alone) I need opinions! Thanks!