Steven,
I couldn't bare the thought of saying goodbye to you in person because I knew if I did I would change my mind about leaving. So instead I write to you saying goodbye this way.
I've done so many things to hurt you and cause you pain and for that I am truly sorry. I know sorry doesn't make it better or make all the pain I've caused go away but I'm still sorry. I'm not going to ask for your forgiveness. I don't deserve it. I hope your life brings you nothing but happiness because if anyone deserves it, it's you. You deserve to have a life full of love and laughter. I need you to know I love you. I've never stopped. I've tried so many times not to love you but nothing I've tried work. I guess I will be forever loving you.
Goodbye Steven
Always Yours
BB
