A/N: even though Neal is dead, I'm still a HUGE Swanfire shipper. I love Hook, and I love Emma. But I'm not a fan of them together. I don't know why but I thought of this right after tonight's episode, I mean it has nothing to do with it. This isn't supposed to be a poem or anything, it's just Emma reflecting on her time with Neal. I hope you enjoy.

Why did this happen

You were my one true love

I remember each day perfectly

All that time ago

You always made me laugh

You always made me smile

I remember every detail

The way your eyes shined so bright

I never doubted your love for me

Since you comforted me every night

You never let me go

I never wanted you to

I thought we'd be forever

But something happened along the way

August came to you

He told you what you had to do

Even though I went to jail I knew I had to forgive you

You gave me my son

You helped me find my parents

I can't repay you for that

I owed your father for Cinderella's baby

He led me back to you

My heart was broken twice by you

When the portal was opened and you fell through

I thought your life had ended

I was happy when I learned I was wrong

But that's when Hook came in

I knew I had to decide

But then the wicked witch came in

We knew we needed Gold's help but he was inside you

You told me there was one way

I had to let Gold out

You're wish was to tell our son what a hero you are

I know that now you're gone I really don't have a choice

Even though I'm now with Hook

I still love you

Never forget that Neal

No matter where you are

I love you

And I probably always will

Hook makes me happy

But I'll never forget my time with you

Hook is with me now

But you'll always have a special place in my heart

I love you Neal

But I found Tallahassee

Without you

Just what you wanted me to do

But I'll always love you

A/N: I hope you enjoyed this. Remember It wasn't supposed to be a poem, just Emma reflecting on what happened between her and Neal. Thanks for reading.