howdy folks! (i'm going back to my Texan roots guys) so thanks to my reader(s) and the favoriting. HAPPY NEW YEAR! i spent mine in a cabin with no signal for 3 days so that was fun and a little lonely tbh. i hope you all had a fun time doing whatever you did, and that you are as hopeful for this year as i am. last year was a little suckish, but this year has my vote for a better year. soooo this is a new one, i hope to have his be a series if anyone is interested in that (though i am gonna post even if no one reads coz i like writing), and hopefully you like it. this is gonna be interesting...ENJOY p.s (just coz others do this, even though i find it obvious) i don't own Dan and Phil, and whether or not they are together irl is not my business unless they reveal it. i just like to write about what would happen if they were. :)

I love you- by notalosechester

The first time Dan told Phil that he loved him, they were on tour. They had been backstage, about to go out, and Phil had gotten nervous. He started to pace, breathing irregularly, and mumbling to himself. Dan had watched him, growing more and more concerned until he confronted him. "Phil, stop. Look at me. Look at me!" he gripped Phil's shoulders, shaking lightly. Blue eyes wide, pupils blown in terror so only a ring of palest blue could be seen. "It's gonna be alright. We've practiced, and we know everything by heart."

"But what if we mess up? Or if I trip, you know I'm a klutz, or what if everyone is disappointed?"

Dan took his hands, thumbs stroking his knuckles.

"We won't. And even if we do mess up, no one will care. These are our fans we are talking about, our crazy, weirdo fans." he smiled, and Phil let out a breathy laugh.

"They love us no matter what." Phil searched his face.

"And so do I." it felt strange to say it, not in a bad way, but in a 'omigod why have I not done this before?' kind of way. Like his brain had always known, but his mouth hadn't quite kept up.

"I love you Phil Lester, and we are gonna do fan-frickin-tastic. I know it."

Phil smiled, his body easing, and took a deep breath.

"I love you too." Dan smiled, and gave him a gentle kiss.

"Ahem. sorry to interrupt, but you gentlemen are needed." a stagehand said. They pulled away, flustered. The stagehand smothered a laugh and handed them their microphones. "You're on in 5." Once they were alone, Phil took his hand. Dan squeezed it gently.

"Shall we?" he looked at him intently. Phil grinned.

"Let's do this."

so that was that! i know its short, but i like i said, it's gonna be a series, so yah. hope you liked it, and (shameless plug) follow me on Tumblr! notalosechesterbutawinchester ;) PEACE DUDES.

-Kay