Held in Confessions…
We have them inside us…
There's someone special, we see them every day…
Smiling nervously at us, turning away, blushing fiercly…
We ignore the signs… we pass it off as nothing
We push away the voice inside telling you to do it…
Our life feels like a jigsaw puzzle…
And they are the last piece… then you are complete…
But fear holds you back, you open your mouth to speak… the words won't come…
You yell at yourself, it pains you to see your friends in relationships, loving every minute… you wish they could see your pain…
You slam the door of your room and cry… another day you couldn't tell them
You imagine their smiling slightly red face as your name rolls off their tongue…
You need them but you don't have the balls to say it…
Your friends tell you to go for it, but they don't understand…
What if they say no?
What if they don't like you like that… you don't want to risk handing your heart to them, only for them to crush it into a million pieces…
Why can't I cast away my fear? You ask yourself…
The pain in your chest…
Only they can extinguish it…
Torture…
You talk to your best friend, they tell you to get off your ass and say it… they say they've seen the signs… "she loves you!"
You worry more, then you think… what have I got to lose?!
You push through the crowd of kids, you drag them around the corner
"look… there are so many things… I want to say… you… you're amazing… my life is like a puzzle… I'm empty without the final piece… "
"Y-You're a good friend too…" they shyly turn to leave
"wait…" you take their hands "I want… I want to be more than just your friend… Amu… I love you!" you wait for the icy rejection… the never ending pain… just silence "You like him don't you… it was stupid anyway… I-"
She places a soft finger on your lips, your heartbeat quickens as she moves closer, her hot breath on your face
"shhh" you go to speak, she silences you with a long and passionate kiss
"I love you too… Ikuto" you are back to your normal self as you smirk and pull her in for another kiss