A/N: These songfics could be a music background or the characters could be listening to the music. If I don't mention anything, it's just background music.


It was around 8.00a.m on a Saturday. Natsume was lying on his bed. He just came back from a mission. He went out on Thursday and the mission lasted until just an hour ago. Just then, Ruka came and said he needed to talk.

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through

Ruka talked to him about the missions. Natsume sat up and listened to what he was saying. They had this conversation so many times already.

Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Natsume got up from the bed and looked out the window and saw Mikan. Before the mission, Mikan as well talked to him but they ended up yelling at each other.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life?

He kept thinking about what they said. He had to the missions, they should understand by now. Natsume told him that he needed to do the missions. Ruka tried to reason with him.

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you...

Ruka was getting a mad and tried begging him.


Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life?

Ruka started to shout and Natsume kept trying to explain his reasons, trying to keep calm.

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Ruka was angry and stormed out of the room.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life?


A/N: Okay, you can do requests if you want. If you request a song I also need you to tell me the parings you want and as friends or lovers.