Rin-d:
Hey peeps me here with my first fanfic so please be nice to me
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or the
song My Immortal
'No this can't be he will live,
he will' Kagome thought as she ran through the woods looking for
herbs she needed to help heal his wounds. She felt as if she would
collapse if she ran anymore but she still continued on, she had to in
order to save him. Once she found all the herbs she rushed back to
the clearing where he lay.
"Hey I got the herbs just hold
on a bit longer...for me," she added knowing he would try harder if
she said that.
"Don't worry about me Kagome, I'll be
fine go take care of the others," Sesshoumaru stated.
"No
I will not leave you in your time of need," she said as she started
to remove his bloodstained haori. She winced at the site of how much
blood he had lost. 'Oh shit how in the hell can he even talk with a
big gaping hole in his chest?' she asked herself.
"Hold
on love," she said in what she hoped to be a reassuring voice. She
soon realized that she would not be able to save him as he hacked up
a huge amount of blood. 'Just because I can't save him doesn't
mean I can't make his last moments of life happy' she thought to
herself.
"Kagome do me a favor would you?" he asked.
"Yes?" she asked.
"Kill me, make my death quick
and painless," he stated weakly.
"What!?" she asked
disbelievingly.
"I know you head me Kagome don't make me
repeat myself," he said sitting up and unsheathing Toukijin. He
handed it to her.
"Sesshoumaru I can't kill the one
person I love most in the world," she said as tears started
streaming down her face.
"Please don't cry over me I am
unworthy of your love," he said sadly.
"Don't be
foolish no one is more deserving of my love than you. You were there
for me when no one else was. When I felt like killing myself you
saved me..." she couldn't finish her sentence because she had
completely broken down by this time.
"Shhh..." he said
comfortingly.
"Please Kagome just put me out of my misery
now," he said trying to hand her the sword again. With a nod she
took it from him.
"Please remember that I love you and
always will," She said through her tears.
"How could I
forget?" he asked.
"Good-bye my love...my
mate...Sesshoumaru," she said quietly. Those were the last words
that he heard for soon after she had drove the sword through his
chest with a sickening crack. 'Oh god I think I'm going to puke'
she thought as she heard his sternum snap.
"Good-bye my
love," she said through her tears.
One
Week Later
Kagome sat in her bathroom in the tub with
her headphones on full blast. Quietly she started to sing to the song
that was playing.
"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed
by all my childish fears
But if you have to leave I wish that you
would just leave
'Cause you presence still lingers here and it
won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seen to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time
cannot erase
When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I
held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all
of me
You use to captivate me by your resonating light
Now
I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my
once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in
me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just
too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When
you'd cried I'd wipe away all of you tears
When you'd
scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand
through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've
tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you
still with me
I've been alone all along
When you'd
cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd
fight away all of your fears
And I held you hand through all of
these years
But you still have all of me..."
By the
time Kagome finished her song she was sobbing. 'I can't go on
with out him' she thought about all the good times they spent
together, and how they were talking about having a family. She slowly
she got out and dried herself off. After she was out she headed to
her kitchen and took out a knife. 'Soon the pain will all end and I
shall be with my mate' she said. With that last thought she raised
the knife to her wrist and drug the serrated blade along the soft
flesh. She gasped in pain as blood dripped down on to the floor from
her wound. 'Suck it up girl only one more to go and soon it will
all end' she thought. After she had summed up enough strength she
brought the knife to her other wrist and slit it too. 'There now it
will all end' was the last thought of Kagome Higurashi.
Rin-d:
well peeps I don't really know where that one came from I usually
don't write dark stories so please tell me how it was
LTWW:
well I'll tell you it sucked
Rin-d: shut up I didn't ask
you
LTWW: so I don't need you consent to give my opinion
Rin-d: (in exasperated voice) I give up on you!!
LTWW:
fine I don't care!!!!
Rin-d: well n e wayz review