A/n: This is a songfic to the song Tonight by FM Static. I do not own them or it. I also do not own Harry Potter, I just like playing with the characters :)

Summary: The loss of Draco has caused Harry to fall, and he can't get up. Warnings: Character death, slash. Drarry.

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

Why did you leave me, Draco? Why? I know it's not your fault but couldn't you have lived? it isn't fair! All I ever wanted, after losing everything, was to keep you. But no, I wasn't even allowed that. We never spent enough time together..

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Oh, Merlin, it hurts! Not having you around, knowing that you're not just late, or that you won't be waiting round the corner. I just wish…

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

And every night I lie here, in our camp*, and I see the stars, and it hurts. I've fallen, Draco, and I need your help. But you're gone. I'm on my own, but at least I know where you are, you're safe.

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play

When you fell from your broomstick and I thought I'd lost you – that was nothing compared to this. I knew, deep down, that you would be okay, but this time, you didn't laugh at me, you didn't beg me to hold your hand.

All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about our Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad sometimes
not having you here...

Draco, even when we shouldn't have been together, still you came to see me, and I learned so much about you. All those muggle things you love. Loved. Love. I don't know, which is it?

I've fallen, Draco, and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

*I imagined a bit of a back story for this songfic: Harry & Draco are sent on a mission to find Death Eaters, and Draco gets killed, leaving Harry stuck in the camp they made up (A cave or something) thinking about him.

Beta'd by the wonderful Just. Another. Broken. Soul