I loved his soft hair. I remember when we were kids, he would get so mad when I touched and played with his hair. I couldn't help it, it was just too shiny and soft. And the way it was spiked, made him look even more adorable!

I loved looking into his beautiful, bright blue eyes. All of the stars from all of the worlds couldn't compare to how beautiful his eyes were. One of my favorite things to do was look at them and watch them spark with happiness and curiosity .

His smile was enough to make your heart skip a beat. It was like light itself radiated off of him when he smiled. My heart practically melts when he smiles at me.

In short, I loved him. He was my guiding light, my everything. And now, because of me, he had to go through some of the worst things imaginable. I cringed when I thought about them. A single tear slid down my face as I thought about his now peaceful face, screwed up in anger, pain and hurt.

I betrayed him, stole his keyblade, helped him turn into a heartless and almost got him trapped in the realm of darkness. All because I was jealous of Kairi. I thought that he didn't love me back, and that he only loved her. Well, I was wrong.

Right before I was sealed in Kingdom Hearts with King Mickey, he hugged me and told me that he didn't want me to leave him. He told me he loved me and that he forgave me. That was all I needed.

Now, thanks to Namine, Sora sleeps to get his memory back. I can't believe I let this happen. I look at the glass container he is now sleeping in, staring at his peaceful, serene face. I want him to smile, but I know he won't. In truth, I don't know when he will wake, if ever.

DiZ starts trying to talk to me, but I ignore him. I want to stay here forever, looking at him, waiting for him to wake up.

Something Diz says catches my attention. Sora's nobody, Roxas, has some of Sora's memories.

If I retrieve Roxas for DiZ, Sora might wake up sooner!

I turn to DiZ and tell him I'll do it. Anything to try and make is up to Sora.

I kiss my hand and gently touch it to the glass. I wish I could say he stirred a little as I did this, but he didn't. He remained passive.

"Come, Riku, let's get the nobody." I cringe as I hear my name. It won't sound right ever again until Sora says it.

I grip the strip of fabric I hold in my hand, making sure it's thin enough so I could still see out of it, just enough to fight.

I quietly tie it around my eyes, hiding the bright aquamarine orbs behind the thin, black fabric.

Until I can face Sora with confidence, and have him see me for who I truly am again, I refuse to look at my face.

So, what does everyone think? I'm actually starting to write again, it makes me really happy :D I'm excited to see what everyone thinks. I just barely got Kingdom Hearts 2, and really enjoyed playing through it. The scene where Sora holds Riku's hand and starts crying literally broke my heart, it was one of the cutest things I have ever seen in my entire life!

*snorts, giggles, fangirls, giggles* Anyway, tell me what you think! I really enjoyed writing this and I am more than ready to write the next chapter to Nightmares and My Awakening finally.

Please Fave and Review, and I may do another chapter for this, maybe. Love you all! Thank you for everything!

~BlackclawKitty15