Dislcaimer: Don't own ER, if I did, I'd have yummy Luka all to myself.and
if I did, Rocket would have never died..
Authors Note: An angsty fluffy little vignette from Robert Romano's POV after Missing.
I watch you every day, and you don't know it. I watch you as you go about your life, watch as you sit in eternal loneliness, wishing for someone to be there with you. I'm here with you, but you don't know it. both of us are, both of us watch you. We're your guardian angels, always looking at you, always making sure that you don't do something stupid. We're the Jacob Marley's to your Scrooge, your Clarence's to your George Bailey. We watch you with nothing but love in our eyes.
I love you so much more than he ever did. I love you so much, and I hate not being with you all the time. We talk about you all the time, we share the happy moments, and the tear felt ones. He thinks that you should have tried to be happy. We both think that you should try and be happy. But he knows that I love you more. He's stopped watching you, he's moved on to other things. He's moved on to watching his other daughter, leaving me to watch you.
You look so small, so alone down there, you're so helpless. I want to save you. I want to tell you how much I love you, something I should have told you so many times before, something that I only told you once, and even then, you thought I was out of it because I had just gotten out of surgery. I should have told you how much I love you, I should have never stopped pestering you. I should have always been there, telling you that I was here for you.
I'm still here for you; I'm still here to watch you. I'll always be here for you, I'll always love you. I'm here to protect you, I'm here to love you, I'm here to comfort you, even though you don't know that I'm here. I'm here to hold you close when you're lonely, a phantom comfort in your time of need. I'm here to love you with my whole heart, I'm here to love you the way I never told you I loved you, the way I never loved another human being in my life. I'm your guardian angel.
He used to watch you with the same love that I do. He still loves you, I suppose. But he's lost hope, you discourage him. but I love you too much. He's stopped watching you, he's moved on to watching his daughter, the one from his first marriage, trying to save her soul, what a tortured girl she is. You're tortured too. You've lost everything that's ever meant anything to you. first you lost him, you watched him die, you lost me, you were the only friend I ever had.
I saw what you did for me. You gave me a memorial service; you were the only one who came to it. You were so sweet about it. You really cared for me, even if you wouldn't go out with me, no matter how many times I asked you. You really did care for me, I was the one who sponsored you to come here, and you were grateful. I was always so so nice to you; you were the only person that I ever really cared for in my life.
I always was so cold and heartless, but not to you. You were different, I really loved you. You were the only person in the world that I could ever say that I loved. Everyone before you was nothing more than a short fling, I really loved you, and I never stopped loving you. I should have told you that. If I could, I'd tell you that right now. I'd tell you that every day forever if I could. I'm here to watch over you, to comfort you. I'm your guardian angel.
Authors Note: An angsty fluffy little vignette from Robert Romano's POV after Missing.
I watch you every day, and you don't know it. I watch you as you go about your life, watch as you sit in eternal loneliness, wishing for someone to be there with you. I'm here with you, but you don't know it. both of us are, both of us watch you. We're your guardian angels, always looking at you, always making sure that you don't do something stupid. We're the Jacob Marley's to your Scrooge, your Clarence's to your George Bailey. We watch you with nothing but love in our eyes.
I love you so much more than he ever did. I love you so much, and I hate not being with you all the time. We talk about you all the time, we share the happy moments, and the tear felt ones. He thinks that you should have tried to be happy. We both think that you should try and be happy. But he knows that I love you more. He's stopped watching you, he's moved on to other things. He's moved on to watching his other daughter, leaving me to watch you.
You look so small, so alone down there, you're so helpless. I want to save you. I want to tell you how much I love you, something I should have told you so many times before, something that I only told you once, and even then, you thought I was out of it because I had just gotten out of surgery. I should have told you how much I love you, I should have never stopped pestering you. I should have always been there, telling you that I was here for you.
I'm still here for you; I'm still here to watch you. I'll always be here for you, I'll always love you. I'm here to protect you, I'm here to love you, I'm here to comfort you, even though you don't know that I'm here. I'm here to hold you close when you're lonely, a phantom comfort in your time of need. I'm here to love you with my whole heart, I'm here to love you the way I never told you I loved you, the way I never loved another human being in my life. I'm your guardian angel.
He used to watch you with the same love that I do. He still loves you, I suppose. But he's lost hope, you discourage him. but I love you too much. He's stopped watching you, he's moved on to watching his daughter, the one from his first marriage, trying to save her soul, what a tortured girl she is. You're tortured too. You've lost everything that's ever meant anything to you. first you lost him, you watched him die, you lost me, you were the only friend I ever had.
I saw what you did for me. You gave me a memorial service; you were the only one who came to it. You were so sweet about it. You really cared for me, even if you wouldn't go out with me, no matter how many times I asked you. You really did care for me, I was the one who sponsored you to come here, and you were grateful. I was always so so nice to you; you were the only person that I ever really cared for in my life.
I always was so cold and heartless, but not to you. You were different, I really loved you. You were the only person in the world that I could ever say that I loved. Everyone before you was nothing more than a short fling, I really loved you, and I never stopped loving you. I should have told you that. If I could, I'd tell you that right now. I'd tell you that every day forever if I could. I'm here to watch over you, to comfort you. I'm your guardian angel.