DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS PLOTS ETC. I ALSO DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE SONGS, ARTISTS, TELEVISION SHOWS, MOVIES OR BOOKS THAT ARE FEATURED IN THIS STORY

Note: this is my first fan fiction ever. I hope whoever reads this enjoys it. I love the idea of Miroku and Kagome getting together so basically this is Kagome and Miroku they used to date and now they date sango and Inuyasha but not all is as it seems. Flames welcome. Criticism helps a writer grow.

"Danmit," Kagome cursed in frustration. She was late again she had had another restless night of sleep due to the fact that her reoccurring dream about her ex had once again claimed her mind. Why do I keep dreaming about him, she wondered aloud . She knew she didn't have time to think about it though her boyfriend Inuyasha would be showing up on his Harley to take her to school any minute and she was only half ready. Sure enough as soon as she slid her backpack on her shoulders she heard him shout "Damnit Kagome can't you ever get ready on time?" she smiled and ran down the stairs kissing her mother as she went. As soon as Inuyasha saw her he let out a low whistle. Kagome blushed and smiled as he leaned over and kissed her lightly. " Why didn't you talk to me last night baby?" he asked. Kagome blushed as she remembered why she hadn't called. Miroku had come over and they had cuddled on her bed while watching movies and doing their homework. They had also talked about a lot of things that they had been hiding from each other as well as how their relationships were going. He hadn't left until early the next morning. She was really glad Inuyasha wasn't early this morning. "I was tired you know from the band practice and I had a lot of homework to do. I'm sorry baby." He looked satisfied with her answer and helped her get on.

Sango ran up to Kagome as soon as they reached the school. "You are never gonna guess what happened! Miroku and his band are going to compete against ours! This is so cool!" "Where is Miroku anyway?" "At the doctor's he'll show up by lunchtime aren't you excited though? Now we get to cream the guys!" Inuyasha snorted. Kagome laughed, "Yeah they're so going down! I thought you guys said the competition was for amateur bands," she teased Inuyasha. He rolled his eyes and smiled at her. "Well an amateur competition is still a competition and we could use the prize money. Besides if your band is the only competition its in the bag." Kagome slapped him lightly on his arm and shook her head. As they walked up to the building she tuned out Sango and Inuyasha's animated conversation about the band competition. She was worried about Miroku. She had just saw him last night and he was fine. She wondered what could have happened to make him sick. Then as always when thoughts of Miroku entered her head she felt the guilt. Sango was her best friend and she was Miroku's girlfriend now. She wasn't supposed to feel this way about Miroku anymore, they had had their time long ago. Besides, she was dating Inuyasha! Sure he was rough around the edges, but he was a good boyfriend and she cared a lot about him. She still couldn't shake the feeling of knowing that while her relationship with Inuyasha was almost perfect, her relationship with Miroku had been perfect. There had been nothing missing.

To her dismay she couldn't concentrate on her classes. Finally in Study Hall she gave up trying. She looked to see if anyone was looking and quietly slipped out. She was still worried about Miroku. Sango had said he would be back by lunch and the day was almost over. Then she got an idea. Maybe he was here and he just didn't want to see anyone. Maybe he was at their secret spot. She smiled and hurried to the stairs hoping she was right. When she reached the door to the roof she opened it softly so he wouldn't hear her if she was there. She looked around. Sure enough he was sitting on the ground cross legged with his back to her. She walked up to him and put her arms around him. "I was worried about you." He shifted to look at her. "I figured you would. I'm fine. Just a check up." She put her head on his shoulder. He smiled and cupped her chin before gently kissing her lips. She leaned into him and he put his arms around her deepening the kiss. She moaned softly and gripped his shirt tighter. His tongue ran along her lips demanding entrance and when she gave it he placed a hand inside her shirt.

It seemed that his hand was what broke the trance. She pulled away. "Kagome." "Miroku this is wrong. Sango is my best friend and Inuyasha is my boyfriend. We have to stop this." "Is that really what you want? The look you have in your eyes says you want to continue and I'm happy to oblige," he said flashing her a lecherous grin. She shook her head. "We had our moment." "I didn't want the relationship to end Kagome, you knew that." A tear slid down her cheek. "I didn't want it to end either, but it did. If this keeps going on were going to end up hurting our best friends." Miroku was silent for a long time then turned so he was facing her. She stared into his deep violet eyes and could see so many different emotions swirling in their depths. She saw want, desire, desperation, need, and love. She had never been able to resist his eyes and she could already feel her thin resolve breaking. Finally he spoke and when he did she had to lean closer to him to actually hear him. "I understand that we had our time and now its over Gome, but you know that no matter what happens I will always care about you. Every time we meet in secret we tell each other we don't feel anything and that its just because we miss what we used to have. If you don't have feelings for me we shouldn't meet anymore, but if you do we need to be honest. With ourselves and each other. With Sango and Inuyasha as well." She looked at him and tears started to slide down her cheeks. He leaned in and slowly kissed her. When he let go he asked, "Did you feel anything? If you didn't it doesn't matter what happens does it because its not real?" His lecherous grin was back. She slapped him in the chest and he pulled her closer.

She turned to look at him and now he had to lean in to hear her. "Roku, I always feel something when you touch me or hold me. I haven't felt that way towards Inuyasha yet, but we still need to stop this. How we feel doesn't matter. What matters is that were seeing other people. You knew what would happen if we started dating other people." "So I'm supposed to pretend I feel nothing for you? I can't do that I want to tell Sango, and I want you to tell Inuyasha. If you don't I will. Screw our obligations. Kagome I love you and I don't want to sneak around anymore." "Roku, give me some time. Please." He was silent. "Roku, please." "Fine. I'm not waiting forever though. Gome, we've been waiting long enough. Are you sure we even moved on at all? If we had would we be doing this? We know its wrong." She laid her head on his chest and sighed before saying softly, "How did it end up like this?"