I dont know what started this fear, or why its slowly growing
But everyday I live my life without ever knowing
Knowing if I'll smirk or frown, sleep or be awake, live or die
Not knowing if I'll fly or fall, breath or drown, laugh or cry
All I know is that I'm drowning in this fear never touching the surface
I try to swim out of my fear, but whats the point?-its useless
My destiny is something that I will never know
And you will never tell me; you will never show
Show the answers of my death; how I choose to die
Seeing me struggle in fear keeps you satisfied
I guess I'll always live in fear; on my face I wear a frown
Who cares about my life now..its too late, I'll drown.