I'm much stronger than this Nothing used to hold me back before But now weakness has settled in As you leave and walk out the door
Expectations crash in Surrounding me from every side Telling me to move on Just to forget, and to forgive But to just move on and pretend you never existed
Feeling so lost and afraid and I cry It's too late to turn back the clock Too late to close the door I've cried one too many times Now all my tears have dried and it's too late I can't cry over you anymore
I feel so against the world I wish I could die with you as the pinnacle of my pain and my poison I wish I could strike at the heart, your heart, that abandoned me To do all these things and feel no remorse or regret Is impossible, I cannot do this yet
I miss you And I need you And I can see you In my dreams, in my nightmares every night And I pray Though I know You won't come back for me one day
I want to escape reality and see the life of another To see a bright light in the heavens above all the pain and sorrow I feel To be accepted as yours, not only by your family but by you But who cares about the past and what I do at the day's end?
It's too late to turn back the clock Too late to close the door I've cried one too many times Now all my tears have dried and it's too late I can't cry over you anymore
You entered my heart My gate opened wide You shut it behind you You got on my right side You made me laugh But now you make me cry And at the end of this day you will find That I'm still in love with you
But I cannot cry over you anymore I have to forget you I have to forgive you But I have to forgive myself too And I have to move on My tears have dried I won't cry over you any more