Chapter 1: I'm Amy Raudenfield
" Sucker love is heaven sent, You pucker up, our passion's spent, My heart's a tart, your body's rent, My body's broken, yours is bent" I sing along with the song coming from my earphone's without paying attention to other people who are in the elevator or the way that they are looking at me now. "Every me and every you. Every meeee…. Sucker lover…."
"Excuse me?" A woman said catching my arm. I remove my sunglasses and look at her. She was beautiful, her blonde hair was almost the same color as mine and she had blue eyes that reminded me of some other girl who I slept with a few hours ago. "You are disturbing the others persons in the elevator."
"Really? Because I haven't see anyone except you. Did anyone tell you how beautiful you are? Who I am kidding? Looking like this you listen this every hour."
"I… hum…" I watched her blush and I smiled at her. My pure and simple smile, the one who always give me what I wanted. Now I wanted her on this elevator.
The doors opened and another woman get out with her children and a middle edge couple that looked at me as if I was some kind of freak. There was a time that I cared about that disapproval look but not now. The pretty blonde girl started to walk out again but I hold her arm before she could and then the doors closed again.
"I am sorry." I said pressing the up bottom again. "I just didn't want you to go before I could catch your name. I would never forgive myself for let the most beautiful girl I ever see walk away."
"Oh." She said and blushed again. "I'm Marissa."
"Hello, Marissa. I'm Amy and I would do anything to kiss you now."
"Buy we…" She started and I paused the elevator pushing the big red button.
"That is only for emergencies!"
"And I will die if I don't kiss you in the next ten seconds." I said brushing my hand on her cheeks. She still looked both confused and worried looking at the door like someone will open it and say that she was in trouble. "Don't worry they are not going to disturb us."
"How you can be so sure?"
"Because this is my hotel." I said brushing my lips on hers just a little. "So when your losing yourself don't bother to keep it quiet. Nobody will hear you."
"You are a very confident girl." She said when I push her to the wall and star kissing her neck.
"You have no idea!" I said grabbing her and pulling the hem of her shirt off. I knew what I should do to have her in the moment that I saw her. After all this time pick up woman for sex is just something else that I do. There is absolutely no girl that I couldn't have if I put my head into even the one that claim not be gay or have a boyfriend. It's just a game if you pay attention to the target you know how to get to it and I always win. I know that and now the girl moaning my name in the elevator knows it too. It is fun and give me five minutes of joy every time, maybe more, but that is it. I can't shake the thought that something is missing… I don't know what exactly but something IS missing.