Unknowing, Unwilling, Unsure……
You've given me so much
More than I can imagine
And though I don't have wealth beyond my wildest dreams
I can have life abundantly
I have love, I have support
But I also have questions
Questions scientist can't answer
Only you can
But if you don't wish to tell me
I don't have to know
I'm Unknowing……
Before I came to you
I was lost, I was scared
But I had to make the first move
I had to take a chance
I had to make a choice
I was afraid, I still am
But I don't know what of
I have one more step to take
Before I receive my pass into Heaven
I want that pass; I want to make that step
To see my beloved grandma again
It's simple but at the same time complicated
But regardless
I'm Unwilling…….
I want the fear to leave
Fear cause's me confusion, stress, and doubt
I hate being confused
I hate being stressed
But more than anything I hate doubting
Doubting your love
In the end I feel terrible
How do I doubt you?
You died on the cross for me
For everyone
And the way they repay you
It's awful, it's horrible
Their foolishness blinds them
I don't want to be like that
I trust you
I love you
I want to take the final step
But confusion, stress, doubt; fear
I'm Unsure…..
I honestly don't know why I made this. It just came in my head, so I wrote it down. Hope you liked it……BabyFaceBoy in ya face…..