Inside I hope you know, I'm dying

With my heart in shattered pieces that may never be replaced.

And if I died right now, you'd never be the same.

It was official. Rachel Berry was alone, officially. What was the point of living, if you had to live alone? No one cared about Rachel Berry, not anymore. Finn was the last thing she had, and now it was gone. Who was Rachel without Finn? She didn't want to be that freaky girl she was before him. Rachel & Finn- that's the way Rachel liked it. And now that was over.

She pulled herself out of bed and got her phone out of her backpack that she had thrown on the ground on her way to her bed. She should be at school now, but she couldn't face it. She couldn't face anything anymore. So she opened up a blank text message, and typed.

~forever can see us, not you and me.~

Finn shoved his bags furiously in his locker, not caring about the mess he was making. Rachel had organized it. And he didn't want to see anything more that had to do with Rachel right now. He didn't need to cry in front of everyone.

Why? Why would Rachel do this to him? What were they going to do apart? Thoughts kept circulating through his mind, making it impossible to STOP thinking about her. It didn't help when his phone started vibrating, showing that he had a new text from Rachel. He opened it, though he wasn't sure why.

Finn, I need you to know that I can't live without you. I don't want too. I understand how much I will be missing in my life by doing what I am about to do, but it hurts too much. I don't want to go through life alone. I love you, Finn. ~Rachel*

Something was off about this, but Finn blew it off. She made out with Puck. Puck. Something was off with her in general, and that was her problem. Finn slammed his locker, and stormed off to first period.

~forever can see us, not you and me.~

Kurt hurriedly rushed to the bathroom, opening his phone. Someone had texted him during warblers practice, and he'd had to run off before they asked why his phone was on. Truth was, Kurt was worried about Finn and Rachel. They had both been emotionally wrecked last night, Finn slamming things around and crying, and Rachel not answering her phone or uploading a new myspace video.

Kurt, over the past few weeks, you and I have become more close than ever. It will pain me to leave you alone. You were one of the best things in my life, and my best friend. I won't ever forget you, and you're the only person I want singing Don't Cry For Me Argentina at my funeral. –Rachel* ps: when you tell your children about the diva-off, you can tell them that you won(:

Something wasn't right. Why was Rachel writing about funerals and missing people. This wasn't right at all. His fingers flew over the keys as he ran to the warblers practice room.

Don't do anything irrational. I'm coming.

"Kurt, you know you aren't allowed to have phones out." Brendon, one of the council members criticized as he ran in.

"I need to leave, my best friend just sent me a suicide note." Kurt panted as he grabbed his leather messenger back and sprinted to his car. He made it to Rachel's in record time, and he ran up to the car, yanking the keys out of the ignition with his door already open. Rachel couldn't hurt herself. She was RACHEL, Rachel didn't do that kind of stuff.

Grabbing the spare key under the lamp outside, Kurt flung open the door.

"RACHEL?" Kurt screamed rushing up the stairs to her room. What he saw scared him more than anything.

Rachel Berry, laying on the bed, covered in blood that was slowly leaking out of her wrists.

Short, I know. I'm sorry. Next will be longer.

I NEED FINCHEL NOW. Just putting that out there.

Song lyrics and title from Three Cheers for Five Years By Mayday Parade. AMAZING song, go listen to it.

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