I woke up in the darkness. I sat up, sighing finding to be alone in the mattress. Onni-sama was not here…..as usual even though he promised he would. I close my eyes and cloak myself in the coldness. Sweat drenches my hair and my mouth is shaking. I touch my quivering mouth feeling it's wanting to be covered by Kaname's. I blush at the thought.
We were lovers but he is my brother. It was wrong but it felt so right. It's been a year here. We moved to an isolate place for privacy where I would be safe he says but I don't really like it – being alone and ignorant. I don't know what's going on. He always leaves on long trips. I miss him so much and wanting things a sister shouldn't want – his blood and his body. I lie down in the bed and shut my eyes.
"Kaname," I whispered out his name so softly that the wind overpowered me. My heart pounded remembering his touch, the way he caressed me gently and strokes my hair.
Living here, away from my friends and adopted father I was so lonely and had an unhealthy dependence to my brother. I miss Zero but he's out there, looking for me, and wants to kill me. I've been having nightmares ever since I became a vampire.
I ignored my speeding thoughts and pulled the blanket over me. I clenched my eyes tighter, seeing nothing but myself in a dark world, near a river of blood. I leaned in, to look at my reflection only to see myself next to Zero. I screamed and opened my eyes to the real darkness of the room.
There was thunder and lightning. I jumped at the sound. I cried. Each second made me cry louder.
The door opened and I screamed. "Yuki," it was Kaname's voice. I ran to him, recognizing his soft, gentle voice and his sweet scent.
"Did you have another nightmare?" he asked, hugging me.
I hid myself in his arms and nodded slowly, embarrassed.
He carried me to the bed, "It's okay, there's nothing to be afraid of." Kaname kisses my forehead first, then my cheeks, and my mouth. I blushed, trying to get a hold of myself. He pulled away, "You should go to sleep."
"I can't," I whined, touching his hair, listening to his soft sighs. "I'm not tired," I added.
His eyes tired bright red that I could see it in the darkness. "Well I'll make you tired," he smirked and pushed me on the bed…..
To be continued…..