For that is why you are wheeping here...
It is a wierd thing,... love.
One can almost always tell when he hates someone, despises him.
But when someone starts to love someone, it is more subtale.
At first you don´t really notice at all.
You can talk with this person longer than with any other,...maby you start notecing that when you are constantly tiered because of the evenning talks.
You conclude that they must have stretched longer in the night then you thought.
So you can talk with someone pretty long, what does that mean?
So you just keep acting like before.
Then you start including this person more into your talking, you often use him as example.
You say things like :" Ron you are being a moron just accusing me of being an attention seeker , he would have never done that"
or " Hermione I really do not know if this plant would help heal my injury, but I am sure he could tell you everything about it if he where just here."
But still that doesn´t mean anything. Right?
Maby you would have noticed with time.
Maby when you started to like looking at him , not caring what he does just looking...
Or when the casuel touch of your hands sends shiver down your spine...
Maybe you would just notice when he kisses you unexpactetly...
When he asks you out, on your first date...
But you would never know, never know if the beginning of love could happen like that, if they could be gentle and soothing.
For he came and he explained Hermione which plant to take to ease your pain.
He carried you to Hogwarts after you passed out because of the pain.
And he sacraficed himselfe by protecting you on this long journey.
No you got crushed by the realisation of love, it came ofer you fast and hit you square shest as you heard it.
And it hasn´t stoppt has it ?
For that is why you are lying wheeping here in front of his grave weeping is it not Harry!