Angel's thoughts as they wait for news about Jack, takes place at the same time as my story "Burn". I don't own four brothers or the song lyrics. The song is "Some die young". By Laleh.
I will tell your story if you die. I will tell your story and keep you alive...
I wait for them to tell me that it's over, that he's gone. I wait, cause there is nothing left to do. I know they will come and tell us that we were too late, that we couldn't save him. I have seen it more times than I can count, we all have, but it's never been like this. It's never been our brother. It's never been Jack. I know it's a damn near miracle we've made it this far, through all the shit and all the pain we've come together, but for what? Just so we could watch one of us die before our eyes? That could never have been the reason we made it through.
That i've always felt the feeling we would die young. Some die young, some die young, some, some die young, but you better hold on, so many things I need to say to you, please don't, don't let me go.
I look over at Bobby. I see the tense way he's holding himself and I know that whatever happens in the next few hours there will be blood, and revenge.
And we said we would die together
I feel so stupid, always thinking we'd have more time. Always thinking that my family would always be there. I make a promise then, that whatever happens I would never take them for granted again. And, if they come and tell us that our little brother is dead, I swear to God I'll make them curse the day they were born until their dying breath. If you die Jack, I'll make sure everyone remembers you.