Disclaimer: Too bad, I don't own Vocaloid…
~PROLOGUE~
There is nobody whom never told lies. People told lies when they need to do it. Lies already became a daily-life for a being called human. Nobody is pure in this world. Nobody… nobody…
This life she has is full of lies she said. She can't tell the difference which is lie and which is truth anymore. This lie applies to everybody. But, can she tell the truth when the time came?
Rin POV
My name is Kagami Rin. I'm just your normal high school student with a pretty normal live from outside. I have a short Honey Blonde hair, and a pair of Blue Aqua eyes. I know that I'm not so normal inside. What I hear when I close my eyes to simply let my mind drift out is the same sentence over and over. It has different tune and meaning, but it is still the same.
"I love you…"
My past boyfriends tell me that, all the time. I even forget are they really did love me or not. Maybe it was just a feeling of 'like' not a 'love'. After all, in the end they left me all alone in my own little world, and go on with their live, like I never existed in their world. It's rather cruel, but I already used to it.
But, when our gazes met at that day, I just know that my feeling, this feeling, is true. Although I always told lies, I know that what I feel for you is real. It's not just a word with no meaning. I love you with all of my life. I need you to be by my side…
"I love you, Rin…" you said to me. I just can't help but smile and reply you with the same loving voice. I know you know my feeling truly well.
"I love you too, Len," I answer him.
He smiles at me, before pulling me into his safe embrace. It feels so warm and comfy. He is my lover, and I hope he feels the same truth I feel right now. I love him so much. I want to stay by his side forever.
But, the magic always disappear someday. My time with him today will eventually end. That's why I want to hold him dear on my live for everyday when I met him. My times up, when my phone rang at the same tune over and over.
"Wait for a second okay?" I say to Len whom still hugging me, before put the phone on my ear when Len finally let me go. From the opposite of line, I can hear the voice of my father with a hard breath.
"I understand…" I say sadly. I don't want my moment with Len end yet.
Len looks at me with an understanding look. He always spoils me with his warm, he always thinks about me and my life. He is the most understanding person I ever met.
"Your father told you to go home, right?" he says with a loving smile to me.
I nod at him with a real sad face. I want to be by his side for a little longer…
"Want me to take you home?" he says again.
My face changes into pure look of horror. I shake my head furiously and somehow screaming, "NO!" with a difficult to describe tone. I shiver at the thought of my father know that I going out with Len. I'm scared…
Len quickly pulls me into his safe embrace again, before says, "Don't worry. I will wait," he says while leaning on me and kisses me on the lip.
I release a barely audible moan, before returning his kiss with the same passion as him. I hope my feelings reach him. Like a signal that got transferred, Len lick my bottom lips, and I willingly open my mouth and let Len tongue travels on my mouth without fighting it.
I can feel my face burning up, when I can feel his tongue on mine. Len pin me on the wall, before traveling his mouth deeper into my mouth. I can't fight back, since I just let him do what he wishes. Our saliva already mixed up, and I can feel that our saliva already made a little river on my face.
Len broke our kiss for the need of Oxygen, while I pleadingly look at him for more. I want him… I don't want this to end this soon… I willingly take any punishment, just for this moment to go on.
"Your father will get worried…" he says after he broke our kiss.
"I know…" I answer slightly scared about what will happen after I got home. I prefer to stay here with Len forever, than go back to that place.
"Don't worry Rin. My house is always open for you…" Len says while stroking my blonde hair softly with his big hand. I just know that I feel disappointed about the need to go back home.
"Okay…" I say before picking up my bag that gets thrown into Len couch.
Len take me to the front garden, before kissing my cheek for a farewell kiss. I immediately blushed in response. I never get used by the love he put me into.
"See you tomorrow," I say to Len, and get the same response from him.
After I walk for a long time, I finally arrived at my house. It is just a normal house with yellow paint. There is a lovely garden of rose in front of my house, a little pond and some trees, that planted by my father. I do call him father… right?
"I'm home…" I say when I open the door and peek inside the hallway. There is no one there… good, I still want to remember Len touch on my skin. But, my prayer isn't granted…
"Welcome back Lenka…" someone says from the stairs that lead to second floor, when I tip toed to my room, which is in the first floor.
I gulped very hard, before looking at the person whom greets me. He was my father…
"I'm back, Rinto…"
Wow, I just got this idea from literally… nowhere, yeah, nowhere. I do know Benzene series, but I'm not getting any idea from there. I indeed wish that this will be a short fic like Doll's Life. So, anyone can guess why Rin so-called-father calls her a.k.a. Rinto, with the name 'Lenka'?