Wide Awake

by MissBella la de ue

He left me. He said he didn't love me anymore. He made into what I am now. It's been 92 years since I last seen 'them'. And I'm moving back to Forks,Washington. If only I knew what was instore for me. I imprinted. Fell in love. Again. And Found Hope. A/N: LOTS OF LEMONS. People under 18 shouldn't really read.

Wide Awake Is a new series that I'm starting I will be making 'What did I do?' into a series too, but for right now I'll be doing this series for the most part!

I know Ihave to update my 'What did I do?' because it's saying 13 1/2 but it let me so I'm sorry. HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS.

Sorry my misunderstanding of my typoes I'm going to need a BETA soon.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Twilight...But Twilight owns me!

I'm wide awake

Thunder rumbling

Castls crumbling

I'm wide awake

I am trying to hold on

I'm wide awake

God knows that I tried

Seeing the bright side

I'm wide awake

But I'm not blind anymore...

Song for this chapter: Wide Awake by Katy Perry.

BPOV

He left me. He said he didn't love me. He made me what I am now. I'm Isabella Marie Swan, but I prefers Marie instead because Bella reminds to much of him.

I don't know what the fuck I am, it seems I have powers and I can live for long periods of time. One of my most powerful power is called Wide Awake, it combines all of powers toegther but I would need a lot of energy for that to happen. I also can kind of shape-shift into anything, so that leaves me to tell that I can imprint. But the time has yet to come for that to happen but when does I hope I'll be ready.

"Everyone please fatsen your seatbelts for we are lifting off in a couple of mintues" the flight attendant said over the intercom. I'm going back to Forks, just hopefully he isn't there. I fastened my seatbelt and put my headphones in my ear listened to 'Glad You Came' By The Wanted, and fell asleep.

I woke up to the person on the intercom telling us that we just landed. I quickly grabbed my stuff and headed for the gates. I got out of the airport and called for a cab. I moved back to the house I once lived before. When I got to the house I unpacked my stuff in my old bedroom, I don't to move into my Dad's room or I might just get flooded back with the memories of him. OHH Charlie how much I miss that man. But back to the point.

After I unpacked, I made dinner for myself, then I took my shower for tomorrow is my first day back to 'Forks High'. My alarm clock woke me up at 7:30 am which only left me 30 minutes to get ready. I got dressed in some dark blue skinnies, with a light blue tanktop and some black 6 inch heels. I put some light make-up on which made my eyes smoky keeping my brown eyes big and beautiful. I curled my hair into ringlets. And got downstairs ate breakfast got into my black lamborghini and went to school.

Once I reached the parking lot I saw a volvo. .NO! It can't be them I'm sure of it they would have never came back. I got out my car and heard everyone gasp around me. I quickly listened to some pf their thoughts to see if I was wrong that they could of been here.

She's even hotter than the Cullens- said a boy with a cute emo look.

No fucking way how many people Are going to steal my thunder, like WTF!- said a girl with a fake tan with some heavy make-up on. What a bimbo I thought.

Man look the size of her rack that has to be a double D or somethin' man and her ass is just soo fucking tight, for a girl with a petite figure she's got a body- said a girl that reminded me a little bit of Rose. ROSE! NO the fuck WAY! did she just compliment me on my figure, Huh? She must be a lesbian, and damn it is Rose. Fuck!, When did she become gay? Better yet how? and Why?. All these questions came in my head before I knew that she was standing infront of me, but before she could say anything the bell rang. I quickly walked away from her and went to my first class English. My favortie subject. As i walked I couldn't help but notice a big muscle wieght-lifter guy in the back of the class, he had his head down on the desk, but I knew better he wasn't sleeping because he was a vampire, and I could tell that vampire anywhere. It was Emmett. I walked slowly over to him sure not to wake him up, and tapped lightly on his shoulder.

When he looked up at me I couldn't help but stare at him and his beautiful golden eyes, the way they shine in the light or the way the compliment his face. Then his smile ohh his smile, it held such cute child-like dimples and his muscles looked intimidating but his face made look like a teddy bear ready for hug. Before I could stop rambling I realised i FUCKING IMPRINTED! On a fucking Cullen. Shit! I raced out of the classroom before the teacher walked in and went to the bathroom. I would fight this imprint if it meant the end of the world. I will not have another 'Cullen' I spat in my mind, break even if he is my imprint. Now I was disgusted with the word.

I decided to just skip that class and to just think of ways to avoid my imprint. When the bathroom door opened and there stood in all her glory Rosalie Hale herself.

"What do you want?" I goraned at her, really right now i don't want any company or anyone in my presence for that matter.

She took a piece of my hair and inheld the scent."So delicous and yet so beautiful." She purred in my ear. Wtf? She greabbed me by the waist and pushed me against the bathroom wall. Whoa there I hope she knows I don't roll that way. I thought.

"I couldn't help but stare at you in the parking lot." She pinched my right breast, and I couldn't help but squeak out in plessure. Wtf! Was I gettinf off by this?...NO THE FUCK WAY!

She chuckled and leaned into bite my ear lobe and suck on it. "So sensitive." She whispered while nipping at my neck.

"P-Please g-get o-o-off of m-me..." I said trying to hold back my moans while spoke, but I failed when she reached in my pants, when I realised what she was about to do
I quickly pushed her and ran out of there.

Heaving and panting. When my imprint came out of no where and hugged me picking me while spinning me around.

"OOOOHH I MISSED YOU SOO MUCH!" Emmett said when he put me down.

"E-Emmett h-h-how d-did you kn-know it w-was m-me?" I stuttered wait to go Marie. When he didn't reply I looked up in his eyes, then realised he was leaning in, I couldn't pull back but lean in too. When our lips touched it was like sparks had bursted. When Emmett grabbed a handful of my hair and like kiss-fucked my mouth. I pulled back before his hands started to roam my body and I couldn't help but laugh the pout he had made. He looked like kid who got turned down from asking his mom for a toy.

Then he looked at me with hurt filled and eyes with venom at his eyes about to pull back.

EmPOV

Ever since she looked into my eyes I couldn't help but stare at her and study her body, she was very busty and had the tightest little ass I ever seen with a petite figure and her brown eyes caught my attention with her beautiful casscading brown hair. But when I looked back up I saw anger in her eyes and then she stormed out of the class. I couldn't but go after her so I went all around the school until I heard Rose. Oh Rose. When she told me she was a lesbian I couldn't help but beg her to stay with me but she got the divorcement papers ready and ready for me to sign, so I did only for her to be happy.

When I saw her run out the bathroom, I ran to her and picked her up and tol her I missed her. I don't know why I said that even thought i just saw her a couple of mintues ago, but it felt like years and i didn't want to loose her. She asked me something but I got lost staring at her beautiful big brown orbs and leaned in too kiss her and when our lips touched, it was like sparks flew. I know cliche right, but thats how I felt. Then I grabbed a fistful of her hair and was about to roam her body when she pulled away.

I was hurt. Did she not like the kiss? Does she not like me? Does she not feel the same way I do? So many questions ran through my head. And then she laughed at me. I had venom in my eyes.

"Why did you stop" My voice cracked at the end. Gosh if I didn't sound like a pussy, maybe I'm growing one like Emoward.

She carressed my left cheek and looked into my eyes. "I didn't mean to hurt you, but I re-really have to g-go..." She looked like she was about to cry, and then she ran away.I called out to her but she seemed not to care. Which made me sad even more.

I skipped school and went home and dry sobbed as soon as I made into my room, Esme tried to comfort me but I told her I wanted to be alone. For the only one who could make me happy is her.

BPOV

When ran away from him I got home and as soon as I got in the house I started crying for the pain in my chest wouldn't go away. For the only one who could make me happy is him.

I hoped you enjoyed the next chapter will be up tomorrow or tonight

xxPreonnaxx