Help Me To Love Again
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I don't own anything twilight and as much as it pains to say… I never will the characters, scenes, text and anything familiar to anyone who reads this is not mine and never will be. No copy right infringement is intended. I only like to play with the minds of these characters to do my bidding. P.S. the plot is mine and mine only…I know it's selfish but I'd like to leave my first fan-fic alone for now. Don't ya think?
Summery: Bella is found in the forest by the Volturi and when she wakes up, she questions her views and past decisions…how will she react to her new surroundings and most of all, her feelings? Rated M for mature scenes… there might be a lemon in later chapters but it will mostly be angst/romance and a few other goodies to deal with so sit back and enjoy my hopefully kick-ass typing skills! P.S.S. I have no beta so if you'd like to take up that position I'd be really happy happy!
Chapter one:
Bella POV
As I was following Edward deeper into the woods behind my house, all I could think was 'where on earth is he taking me?' When all of a sudden he stopped at a large boulder about 13 feet away. "We're leaving." I looked at him for a second thinking of ways to come up with a story to tell Charlie of why I have to suddenly leave. "How do we break the news to Charlie?" He turned around only a fraction with pained eyes and said "Bella…only me… and my family are leaving…not you" it was as if a blunt dagger went straight to my heart… not the sharp, quick pain you'd expect from such painful words but the blunt force as if you had the wind knocked out of you…and it certainly had. As my mind was rambling on and on about why he would try and pull such a sick joke on me I realized he wasn't joking at all. "w-why are you leaving…? I-I mean you just ca-" "Bella-You were nothing but a pet, to simply keep around for my own amusement-you are nothing to me…" and before I could even register what he had said. He was gone. Completely-gone.
I tried to run after him in the direction I had saw him go off in. I just couldn't believe it. The love of my life left me… he couldn't have. "EDWARD!" I screamed his name over and over again to see if he would come running back… "EDWARD! WHERE ARE YOU…?" I kept calling out to him- more like screaming.I screamed so much that I knew I wouldn't be able to talk for a long time. After at what I thought would be hours of running I just stopped and looked in every direction-just to make sure I wasn't dreaming all this. I tried pinching myself on the arms a few times when all of a sudden I just collapsed on the forest floor, whimpering and crying.
As the forest started getting darker, I couldn't find myself to get up, not because I didn't want to but because my feet were all bloody from all the thorns and sharp debris I might of ran over a bunch of times. As it started to rain I knew no one would find me-they probably wouldn't even care if I just died here with a broken heart. As I lay there feeling torn in more ways than one I just curled up into a ball and accepted my fate to die all alone without a care in the world. My last thought before drifting into unconsciousness was 'god help me…'
Jane POV
As me and my brother were tracking the so called Cullen's we ran into something very un-suspecting. A human girl. "Brother…do you smell that?" we stopped and sniffed the air. "hmm- I do…she smells delectable" "Yes but she has a scent of familiarity, does she not?" He just chuckled. "Let's go find the owner of that delicious scent, shall we Jane?" I smiled as we started towards the all too familiar scent. After about 5 minutes of running we came across an unconscious girl. I bent to move the hair out of her face when it suddenly hit me. This was the pet of the Cullen boy. The girl who was able to blocked out master Aro's powers. Interesting. I look over to Alec who looked somewhat dazed. 'hmm, I wonder…' Just as I'm about to pick her up, Alec lets out a low warning growl to not touch her. 'Alec this is Bella Swan-the Cullen's pet. We have to take her back to Aro for punishment.' I watched him very carefully just to make sure he wasn't gonna attack me or even kill the human. His eyes soon turned back to red and then he picked her up, all the while giving me a dirty look that I couldn't understand. 'Let's go then, Jane.'
Bella POV
'I felt as though I were moving…maybe it's one of them that ended up feeling sorry for me, and decided to bring me back to Charlie and just leave me again. I still can't believe that he did this to me. I thought he love me. He said he did but I guess I really was just there for his own amusement. I wonder where I'm being carried to.' I willed myself to open my eyes. But I felt so frozen. 'I guess lying in the middle of the forest does that to you huh Bella?' What I hadn't notice yet was I could faintly hear people talking. One sound like a young girl, the other voice sound a little like a guy who just hit puberty but their voice were much smoother sounding. I tried willing my eyes to open a few more times, when I finally managed to get them open a crack I could faintly see a very pale guy with short-ish brown hair. His eyes though were what caught me off guard. They were a deep crimson red. All of a sudden I had a very un-easy feeling of who these people were. And I would be lying to say that I wasn't scared of them. After all they did warn me about these people. These people were the Volturi.
A/N: SOOOO what do you guys think of the first chapter so far? I really hope you liked it even a tiny bit. Now I'm not gonna fret if I don't get any good reviews or even any reviews at all since this is my first ACTUAL fan fiction story…EVER, all I know is its going to be long ( I hope ;D ) but I would like a little feedback to tell me how I did and to see if you like it or not-cause it's ALWAYS nice to get a compliment or two. OH! And the pairing is going to be Bella/Cauis teehee. ANYHOO wish me luck on the next chapter guys and be kind and feel free to give me ideas and I'll TRY to put some of your ideas into the story. Thanks a bunch everyone for anyone who read the first chapter I hope you enjoyed it… it's time to plot Edwards doom! MUAHAHAHAHA o_O …