I could never get the fact he left
me and didn't love me. But why,what
did I do wrong, did I never
give him time to set the fact that I'm human
and he isnt. Or the
fact that Rosalie hated me so much he just realized
he made a
huge mistake and regreted it. Did Alice hate me also? Did
Jasper
hate me for the whole birthday thing? I told him it wasn't his
fault
what could they want me to say.
Who ever fault it was was
going to pay eventually. He left me pregnant
with twins. Its been
two years since I gave birth to two healthy babies.
The oldest
was Alexander Mason Swan who was born an hour before his
sister.
He weighed 7lb 8oz. Next was my baby girl Kaitlyn Alice Swan who
was
a little bit smaller then her brother. She weighed 6lb 8oz. They
both were adorable and all human. And what surprised me was that
they
would stay human and that I would look 18 my hole life. Even
with him
not here I'm still in huge doo doo. But wanna know the
biggest sercret I
wasn't a vampire. Its just the way it all
happened. I also got power's
that were the same that childeren
had also got. Katie had vision and
could controll the weather and
Alex had mind reading. There special
gifts would all kick in when
they were 15.
I had left the little town I called Forks
when I was 18 and went to live
with Renee she helped me a lot
with the twin's. Jacksonville was
beautiful and warm I loved the
when the sun hit my skin. I did most of
my schooling on the
computer for college and I was a docter. I worked at
the local
hospital there for six years. The twins were now 13 and were
starting to sorta resemble there father. Alex looked like the
younder
version of him. He had light brown hair that had a tint
of bronze in it.
His sister had long curly light brown hair that
flowed to the middle of
her back. She and her brother both had
pericing green eye's.
Since then my body had only grew old
slower than at normal rate I was 31
and I looked at the most 21.
Boy did Alex enjoy having his little
friends over.
"Alex
man your mom is a hottie" his friend friend whispered when I was
in the kitchen. Do these kids know I can here them.
"Brad
your and idot she can hear you" Alex said and hit his friend
upside the head.
"Okay I'll say it louder. Yo Ms. Swan your hot!" Andy yelled.
"That's it out!" Alex said shooing his friend away.
"Whhaaat" he said when he got to the door.
"Your going home to play with
you blow up doll I'll see later" he said
befor shooing him
out the door.
"Mom!" Alex yelled. I was finishing making the taco's for dinner.
"Yes Alex" I said in
between laughter. I could already tell what he was
going to
say.
"Can you try to simmer down on your beauty. At this
rate I'll never have
any friends that keep saying 'Lex man your
mom is a milf' " Alex said
on a
bar stool around the kitchen island. I poured him a glass of
lemonade.
"Is that even possible. Don't simmer down
mommy its funny to see Alex's
reaction" Katie came from the
stair's and sat next to her brother who
gave her the death
glare.
"Shut Katie" Alex sneered at her.
"Make
me barf boy" Katie said to her brother who only put his head
down
on the table.
"When's dinner ready" Katie asked.
"When you two set the table. And Katie appologize
Alex" I said sterring
the salsa. The twins got the plates
and silver ware out. I was so happy
to have moved from
Jacksonville to Maine. I got my own place and the
twin's were
going to go to eigth grade and I was working at the local
hospital
there. The year was almost over. And I was thinking about
moving
but needed the kids insight.
"So I was thinking about moving to a new state" I said cautiously.
"Where did you have in mind?" Katie said making a third taco.
"I
don't know maybe Waterville,Maine" I said scooping some cheese
into
my taco.
"I'm cool with it. There so annoying here" Alex said burping.
"Alex!" I said.
"Eww" Katie said.
"Sorry" Alex mummered.
"I'm
okay with it. The people here are nice and okay but the guys won't
leave me alone cause 'I got it from my mama' " Katie said.
We all
started laughing.
"Are you about that maybe there using you to get to mom" Alex said.
"Your just made that you can't get a girl" Katie fired back.
"Alex and Katie!" I yelled.
"Sorry mom" they both said.
"But what about Renee?" Katie said.
"She
can take care of her self and pluse with Madison now she won't be
lonely when Phill leave for baseball" I said. My mother had
a daughter 5
yers after the twins were born. So I could say at
age 31 I had a 7 year
old sister. Odd I know.
"Oh so
when are we moving?" Alex asked pouring him self another glass
of
lemon aid.
"After your done with eigth grade. I
had a perfect house in mind it has
4 bedrooms and 4 ½ bathroom's
so that you and your sister won't have to
share and
entertainement system. And a pool with diving bored and a
slide"
I said. I looked at the twins there jaws droped. I guess they
were
pretty much sold with the new house idea.
"Oh my gosh mom can we move there now!" Katie said.
"No sweety we
have to wait for your last day of school and we still need
to
pack since you guys have three week's left right" I said the
smile's
turned to frownes istantly.
"Man!...what school will we go to?"Alex asked.
"L-"I was cut of by Katie.
"Is this some small town like Fork's?" Katie asked making a disgusting.
"Speaking of Fork's this
weekend were going there to see grandpa and
uncle Jake its a end
of the year bonfire and to answer Alex's question
the school is
called Lakeside High and its not a complete small town but
sorta"
I said.
"Mommy I hate small town's" Katie said with a pout.
"Its not really a small town it just has the
effect's" I said which she
didn't care.
"Same thing" she said.
"Is Jake's girlfriend going to be
there" the twins found out about Jake
and the pack when they
were 10. They didn't like his girlfriend since
she didn't like me
cause she saw me as a threat.
"Yea the blonde bimbo is stupid" Katie said.
"Yes she's going to be there now
that they are married and have a son 3
years younger then you.
You guys shouldn't be rude at least not to her
face" I said
they both giggled a little.
"Is Paul going to be there?"
Katie asked. I knew she had a crush on him
and he knew that also.
But who could blame her I would love to be his
love intrest if my
daughter wasn't crushing on him.
"She's only asking that
cause she loves Paul and when we get there I'm
going to tell him"
Alex said putting his plate in the sink and and
grabbing a fudge
bar from the fridge.
"Oh up shut Alex" Katie said.
"Okay you two time for bed your giving me a
headache" I said rubbing my
temple. They both kissed me good
night and ran of to bed. They faught
for who would take a shower
first. I washed all the dishes and went to
my room and changed. I
kissed the twins goodnight and went to my room. I
pulled out a
suit case and started packing my stuff for our trip. I now
dressed in desinger clothes only now. Alice would be so proud.
The
Cullens I had missed them but I had turned to hate them for
everything
they stand for.
I got into my bed and all those
emotion of hating Edward and all the
Cullen's all were coming
back to me. I had cried my self to sleep it was
a year after the
twins were born.
"Mom are you okay?" Alex and Katie
said together as they entered my
room. They both would cheer me
up when this would happen and they both
knew why.
"Don't cry mommy" Katie said sitting close to me.
"Don't
worry mom if I ever see him I will do some pure antaganizing
damage
to him he left and soon he'll pay" Alex said. I had hoped that
they would never meet though Alex was only human he was mentally
stronger then edward. He could cause perminate damage to someone
only
using his mind. I guess from all the pain his father caused
me it all
gave Alex strength in the woum.
"You mean
we. He maybe my father but know one messes with my mom and
gets
away with it. And the Cullen's will never be family ever!" Katie
said then started to cry. I pulled her into a hug and soothed her
until
she calmed down.
"Can we watch a movie please mommy" Katie begged.
"Sure why the hell not. You
might as well not go to school because I
don't feel like getting
calls like 'mommy I'm sick' when you know damn
straight your not"
I said. My kids busted out laughing and went to go
pick out a
movie and and container of cookie dough ice cream. We watched
'Super
Bad' which was so funny. The twins fell asleep in my bed so did
I.
"Mommy wakey wakey" Katie said shaking me rather lightly.
"Go away" I mummbled.
"I
can't your my mommy and our plane leaves in an hour so you have to
get " she said with a chuckle and I heard Alex laugh. When I
relized
that that only had an hour to get to the air
port.
"Shit. Katie can you please pick something out for
me to where. Alex
call Renee and ask her if she can take us to
the airport" I went to take
a shower a quick 10 minutes. I
saw what Katie picked out for me I almost
droped my towel but
realized Alex was still in the room.
"Katie I'm not
wearing a mini skirt" I said going into my closet and
picking
out black black dress pants and a semi revealing dress top. I
put
them on in my closet. I put on my black pumps. Who would of thought
that Isabella Swan the klutz of all klutz would be wearing
pump's. I
walked out the closet and my jaws dropped.