Can't die
Forever confined in this realm of solace
Can't cry
Eternally condemned to bear this burden alone
Don't know why
I have to keep going
Cursed to try
And always, always fail
Let out a sigh
Watch him run, free and happy
Just let me lie
Away in my calculations and dreams of a better time
Questions awry
Two come to mind
Why can I not say goodbye?
Because he is still alive
But the real mystery remains
Why can't he simply die?