AN/ HI! This is my first TMI-fic so I'm a bit nervous! I hope you all like this and if you do I'll continue this story! PS: English isn't my first language, It's my third so, sorry if there are any mistakes in it!

Disclaimer: I do not own TMI otherwise I wouldn't let anybody die in the last book except of Sebastian and other bad guys

Summary:

After everything they have been through Clary has to go away for a few years. Will their relationship survive or have they found somebody else to share their lives with?

-Set after CoG, but Sebastian is dead and Maia and Jordan got together already and also Si and Izzy are together. And Magnus and Alec are still together.

-This is an TMI-fanfic with a lot of Malec, Sizzy, some Jaia (maybe ;) Clace), full of relationship-problems and some new people come around!

Chapter 1: Saying goodbye is the hardest

Today was the last day that Clary would spent in New York. One month ago she had received a letter from the Clave to pack her bags because she would spent the following years in a special cam in Italy to train shadowhunters. She had to leave everyone behind because otherwise, if she refused, she would spent her days behind bars of that prison they had rebuild. That wasn't an option either so she had no choice. She and Jace lay next to each other in the green house, enjoying their last hours together. Jace had requested to go with her but their reply had been," You will only cause problems and distract her from her studies. Your request has been denied." They also hadn't said how long she would be there. A year, two years, five? Or her whole life? This sucked. She also wouldn't be able to held contact since that also wasn't allowed from the Clave. Since Sebastian and Valentine died they were a lot stricter. Especially with their group since they killed Sebastian and Valentine. The last time they had such group was the Circle, and that was the whole reason why all of this started. So the Clave did their best to keep the friends apart. They made a fit about Isabelle being with Simon and Magnus being with Alec.

"Jace." Clary whispered. She looked longingly and sad at him. It was like that they already were apart.

"Clary." Jace rolled over on top of her and kissed her full of passion.

She gasped against his mouth and he wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her closer, making the space between them non-existent. She goes through his silky blonde-golden hair with her hands and he kissed her neck, making her moan. Their touch was electric and they wanted to capture the moment. Time stood still for them for a moment.

For that moment there was nothing or no one else but them. She pressed her mouth to his collarbone, the corner of his mouth, his lips. His grip tightened on her waist as if he wasn't planning for letting her go. They kissed until they were both left gasping for breath and pulled away because they really had to breath. Clary began crying.

Jace put her on his lap and kissed her cheeks. He circled her back. He turned her around on his lap so she was facing him.

He cupped her cheeks and said, "I'll wait for you. Even if you'll never come back. I'll be here waiting. I'll always have Church, right?" Clary smiled a small smile. "You will always be the One for me, Clary. We belong together. I'll wait for you." He kissed her desperately.

Clary shook her head. "You can't wait Jace. You'll have to forget me. What if you wait, and I can never come back? Then we will both be hurt, Jace, for a long time. Longing to see each other, but never be able to do so. You need to move on." Jace shook his head and pulled her close.

"I'll never forget you. Clary, you are the first girl who captured my heart and you stole it. I'll never be able to forget you." Clary said making the space between them non-existed once again.

"Me neither." They heard a sniff from behind them.

"Oh I think I can't handle this anymore, come on Simon! Let's give them some more time." Si looked worried at his best friend. She looked broken. More than when Valentine told her that Jace was her brother. Izzy was crying her eyes out and pulled Simon out with her.

"I guess we have to go", Clary whispered. They hold on on each other all the way till they stood outside everyone stood there. Her friends, her family. Clary smiled with tears in her eyes threatening to spill over. She hugged everyone and when she came to the last person the tears rolled over her cheeks. Jace whipped them away with the back of his hand.

He kissed her one last time. She knew it wasn't supposed to be a goodbye kiss, more like a See you again, but it certainly felt like a goodbye kiss.

She looked into his eyes. Full of love, sadness and determination. Those golden eyes, she so often gets lost in.

One last time before stepping through the portal, she watched her friends. Jordan had his arm around Maia, who's head was on his shoulder. They both gave her small smiles. Si held a sniffing Isabelle in his arms and mouthed, "I'll miss you." They said goodbye to each other yesterday. Every day this week she had said goodbye to a person. And of course she had spent the most possible time with Jace but she hadn't forgot about Si either. And then Luke and her mom. Her mom was sniffing too. And Luke held his arm around her mom's waist. And of course Jace and Alec. Alec looked sad like everyone else and Jace didn't know what to do. He looked so sad.

"Come on Darling. We have to go." Magnus said in a reassuring voice. He was sad too. Clary actually got a huge pot of his glitter with her. Something he wouldn't give to anyone.

"It's for decorating your room when you're there, so you'll think of me." He had said.

"So we are here. There is just one last thing I need to give you, dear. It's from Jace." He gave me a box and an envelope. He hugged me one last time and disappeared trough the portal again.

She opened the box only to see a silver necklace with a hart with their photo in it. She smiled and hung it around her neck.

When she opened the letter she had to blink the tears away.

Dear Clary.

I hope you'll be happy with your necklace and I hope that it will remind you of me. Remind you of our Love. Forever and always. I don't know how to describe it really. After everything we've been through. We're just meant for each other. One day we will meet again, Clary. If it isn't here then it'll be in another life. I am sure of it!

Forever Yours,

Jace Herondale

So she set of, thinking about how she would survive without him.