I loved him. I loved him so much. I left him. I left my love. I need to do it. I has to be done. I can't stand the pain. Please understand. I will never forget any of you. I will never forget. Here it goes. Here goes nothing. I will miss you all. I will miss nothing, but you. Forgive, they say. Forgive and forget. He will never forgive. He will never forget. I will do it. I had to do it. Just, jump. And I ... was pulled back. The person screamed, but I heard nothing. I was a monster. An experiment. A freak. I pulled my arm free. Then ran to the edge, not hesitating for a moment before I jumped. I closed my eyes and knew it was worth it. I wouldn't survive. The sound of wind comforted me as I fell. I expected death, and welcomed it. But it never came. I survived. Opening my eyes, I saw asphalt. I didn't even feel the crash. I was a monster. A freak. An experiment. I didn't even diserve the name Natalie Angell. I will never be an angel. It will never happen. I let the S.W.A.T. team take me into the car, and I just sulked, my messed up white hair covering my purple eyes. My shoulders hunched, my hands on my knees. I just sat and tried to remember the feeling of flight, and how I loved it. It was the best feeling ever, my hair flying every where. The feel of weightlessness. It was beautiful. It wasn't enough. I sighed as people talked to me, but I only heard the wind, the sounds. I just said 'leave me alone' than covered my ears and started singing. That was before the knocked me out.