*** First of all I want to say that I do not own Candy Boy. I wish I did but I don't… No copyright was intended. I just wanted to prologue the experience, writing what I wished to see since I wanted more episodes x] – more cute and funny scenes. If it were mine, I certainly would have continued the series and I hope that someday they'll continue it. Until then, this is what came to my strange mind =P
Tips:
Bold – bold phrases are things said loud.
Bold/Italic – bold and italic phrases are whispers.
Italic– italic phrases are thoughts.
Part 1: Hidden Truths - Hidden
It's a nice day. The sun can be seen bright, shining light into the twin's room from the little window they have in their room. Yuki and Kana can be seen still sleeping peacefully, holding hands.
Yuki suddenly wakes up. "My hand…"
Someone is pressing her hand too hard, hard enough to wake her up... She looks at Kana to see her little twin almost crying with tears at the sides of her eyes… Kana's peaceful face changed into a painful one.
Yuki whispers "Kana-chan…"
Kana moves but doesn't wake up… She is fidgeting in her dream...
Yuki smiles... "She's having a nightmare"...
Yuki keeps looking at Kana until she hears her saying "s...sorry Yuki-chan... I'm sorry..."
Yuki is confused, thinking to herself "Sorry for what?"... She keeps looking at Kana, hoping to get a hint or two of what her sister could be dreaming.
Kana sleep talks again... "Y..Yuki... don't... don't hate me... I'm sorry"...
Yuki can't believe what she has just heard, only to latter think to herself:
"How can I hate you if you're the person I love most?... I love you…"
Yuki keeps on watching as Kana continues fidgeting in her dream, still sleep talking. She faintly hears Kana talking again, "for..g.. for.. give... me"... Kana keeps fidgeting, kicking with her legs, only to latter whisper again "Yuki-chan"...
Yuki knows that Kana is certainly dreaming about her... but what is this nightmare she's having?
Kana's Dream
Kana-chan is having a bad dream... a dream where she had just tried to confess her love… her love for the only one she cares for, but things didn't go the way she hoped for… She is in black pit of darkness, hearing voices around her…
"What did she say?"...
"She loves her sister?"...
"How can she love her sister that way?"...
"They have the same blood!"...
"I wouldn't want to be her parent!"...
"It's disgusting!"...
"What is wrong with her?"...
Kana keeps turning around, hearing these voices... these voices that are judging her… judging that strong love she had… the love she has for her sister...
She finally turns around and sees her sister in front of her, indicating she wants to say something...
Yuki looks at Kana's eyes, "Is it true what they're saying?"…
Kana nodes her head, signaling that it's the truth... But the only response she received was Yuki's sad face and a turning head, facing another direction, as if it was in disgust...
Kana shouts "Sorry... Yuki-chan, I'm sorry... Please Yuki, don't hate me."...
Kana tries to run towards her sister, towards her loved one but something was blocking her. She couldn't move her legs, as if something was dragging her down in darkness. She tried her best to stretch and grab Yuki's hand. In this attempt Yuki turned facing towards her. Kana was shocked. Yuki had a painful look on her face.
Kana, seeing that aching look on her sister's face, strikes her deep inside, making her feel helpless. She starts thinking to herself: "How could I tell her?... I shouldn't have told her what I'm feeling...I'm just selfish… I didn't think about her at all… What can I do now?... Is she hating me?... Is she disgusted by me?... I need to go away... I need to run… I can't stay here any longer… Dammit… I can't move… Dammit… I'm trapped… I need to get out of here… My legs are blocked… Legs... Run… Run… Run"...
Kana suddenly starts running… her legs are free once again. She looks at Yuki and runs towards the opposite direction… entering deeper in that black pit of darkness until everything becomes so dark, she almost can't even see her hands... Kana starts thinking to herself again, "I should be safe here... no one will find me here."... She stays silently and suddenly drops down on the ground, repeating to herself over and over… hoping it will become true... hoping something will change…
"Forgive me Yuki... Forgive me Yuki-chan... Forgive me... I'm Sorry… Forgive me Yuki-chan... "
In attempt to make Kana feel better, Yuki tries to calm her in help sleep. Yuki holds tight their intertwined hand, pressing it tightly. She stretches herself near Kana's ears, whispering "It's ok" to her beloved one.
Kana stops fidgeting but a single tear falls from Kana's eye... It seems Yuki's words hit Kana, reassuring Kana enough to make her stop kicking but at the same time hurting her enough to shed a tear...
Something inside Yuki hurts... She doesn't know how to help her Kana… to help the one she loves.
Yuki feels agitated but slowly calms down, gently putting her other hand on Kana's face, kindly remove that tear... to latter whisper one again "It's ok"... holding tighter and tighter their intertwined hands.
Kana still seems to be in distress as she whispers again her twin's name "Yu.. Yuki…"
Yuki decides to make a final attempt to calm her. She stretches herself towards Kana and kisses her on the forehead, suddenly whispering "I love you Kana."
Instead of calming, that statement shocks the younger twin, enough to wake her up...
She drags her head backwards, hitting the wall behind her... She is all fidgeting, shaking her head in pain and confusion... Yuki-chan is trying not to laugh, pretending to still be asleep...
Kana makes a deep -sigh-, followed by a serious face, looking in front of her, whispering "It was a dream... just a dream... yet... yet I… I wanted to reply… to at least manage to say it in dream… to say it… I love you too Yukino"...
Kanade can be seen confused now... She puts her hand on her face, covering her eyes and starts shaking it in attempt to clear her mind, latter followed by a deep -sigh- and a heartfelt whisper... "When will I really tell Yuki these words..."... Kanade sighs again.
Yuki-chan feels confused... She thinks how serious her little sister was while saying that... and how strong it sounded... thinking to herself; "Does Kana love me that way too... So it seems but I don't want to make the first step... I'm too scared... I don't want to be wrong... What if she leaves me?..."
Yuki decides to at least try forwarding things. She starts by pretending to wake up... to wake up from her pretending sleep, acting as if she didn't know what was happening.
"Ka...Kana.. chan"
Kanade shivers, fearing that her sister had heard her. Blushing... only to latter respond with a "mhm?"
"You called?... I heard my name... I think"
Kana feels relieved that Yuki is confused. She answers her back, "No no, don't worry"... Kana caressed Yuki's face, smiling, whispering "Keep on sleeping." Kana then pulls up both their hands and slowly kisses Yuki's hand, adding, "I was just mumbling alone", smiling again.
Silence falls. Yuki and Kana are silently looking into each other's eyes, as if both of them wanted to say something… something they couldn't say.
Kana's thoughts
"Ah... how I wish I could tell you what I'm feeling... these feelings I've been cultivating for all these years... I love her so much... I hope we'll always be together... Waaaah... I want to tell her what I'm feeling... What if she leaves me... I love everything about her... and I love how she cares for me... I love feeling her love... I promise I'll always stay by her side... I'll protect her... I'll protect her from the bad of this world in any way I can..."
Yuki's thoughts
"Ah... look at her... she's so cute... trying to hide her worries... I wonder what she feels about me... Maybe she loves me the same way I love her... How can I realize if that's the case or not?... I want us to always be together... I want to embrace her all my life... I need to find out how she feels about me… What to do… What to do… Ah~… I know!"
Yuki decides to try something once again to see her loved one's reaction. She pulls down Kanade, back down on the bed, laying down near each other.
Kanade shouts at this sudden reaction, "Ah, what are you doing?"
Yukino smiles, "I just want to cuddle a little more before we wake up."
Kanade blushes and stays silent... After a couple of seconds she responds with a quick yet meaningful
"Ok"
Yuki snuggles more into Kana, placing her head on Kana's shoulder and placing her hand around kana's waist... hugging her. Kanade blushes to this and after some seconds, she moves her hand, the one where Yuki's head is resting, to hold her tighter from behind... making Yuki feel secure and protected.
Yuki whispers to Kanade "I love this feeling... I feel safe."
Kanade smiles, suddenly speaking with a serious voice; "I'll always protect you."
Yuki cuddles more into Kana, whispering "Thank you", resulting in Kana smiling.
Yuki can hear Kana's heart beat increase and is enchanted by how hard it is beating for her... Hearing this strong emotion, she decides to test… or more to tease her sister once again.
"Hey Kana-chan, Kana-chan."
Kanade replies, "Yeah?"
"Do you love me?"
Kanade smiles, "I do."
Yuki can hear Kana's beat increasing... "We'll be together forever, ok?"
Kana nods her heard, confirming with a "We will."
Yuki feels fulfilled with the sound of Kana's heart beat gradually increasing... "Will you kiss me?"
Kana makes a strange face, feeling that she is being mocked by her sister.
This results in Yuki giggling, followed by "Can I kiss you?"... Yuki can hear Kana's beat to the max now.
Kana blushes and becomes totally red, followed by a series of coughing.
Yuki giggles again, "You didn't say no... Hmm~... I~... Wonder~... For now this will do!". Yuki lifts her head and kisses Kana on her forehead.
Kana blushes again, replying "Th... Thank you."
Yuki smiles, adding with a serious face, "This is until you build your courage. Ok?"
Kana feels confused, and looks towards her sister "Courage... Courage for what?... What do you mean?"... A river of thoughts are inside Kana's head now, "What does she mean by that... about me and her... k.. ki.. kissing... is she just playing with me... why can't I know what she's thinking... I hate having all these thoughts... but I love her... What should I do?..."
Kana can be seen confused... shaking her head... resulting in Yuki giggling...
Yuki presses Kana more towards her, embracing her little lover, to hear more her maxed heartbeat. She thinks to herself, "I wonder when she'll tell me, but until then:"
"Kawaii~"
End of Part 1: Hidden
I hope you enjoyed reading this short story I have created. I do not know if I'll make others but I so have ideas how to continue it… so I may continue it again soon. I guess if it's liked, I'll continue it =].
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