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"Welcome", outbursts the host club members with an in-sync melody. Haruhi stepped in rubbing the back of her head with a slight chuckle.
"Guys it's just me", she replied with a soft sigh closing her eyes a minute.
"HARUHI"! Soon as Haruhi realized the blatant voice, she'd been pulled into a caressing hug.
"T-Tamaki...", her lips released only his name and got cut off by Tamaki's tightened hold. This was the first time her and Tamaki had hugged since the day he kissed her.
"I've been worried about you...are you ok? I thought about going to your apartment to check on you..but...I was afraid your father was there...", Tamaki whimpered at the thought of Ranka pulling him by the collar and throwing him against a wall.
"Sempai I'm fine! R-really..". Haruhi pushed a bit to give Tamaki a sign to get off .
Tamaki released her from his grip and got closer to her face staring deeply into her eyes placing a soft gentle hand on her cheek. Haruhi began burning up with a deep blush spreading across her cheekbones.
"A-ah! You're burning up! Kyoya! Call your family's hospital! It's urgent!", yelped Tamaki.
The twins over heard Tamaki's words and rushed over to Haruhi's side both wrapping one arm around her shoulders/neck and the other arm over her waist.
Hikaru frantically yelled, "Her whole body's burning up as well!" Karou unwrapped himself from Haruhi running towards the bathroom to fetch a towel soaked in cold water.
"Guys! I'm fi-", Haruhi got cut off from her words when Mori dashed across the elegant host clubs flooring swooping Haruhi right off her feet carrying her bridal style. He delicately laid her down on the nearest couch propping her head up against a pillow to elevate her. Hunny skipped over to Haruhi with some tea and white chocolate strawberries on a serving tray.
"Haru-chan! Haru-chan! This will make you feel better! I promise!", he said in that boy Lolita's voice.
Haruhi couldn't take it anymore for her head was about to explode. She got up and let her booming voice be heard, "CAN EVERYONE STOP FOR ONE SECOND!". Haruhi just wanted to decide what is best for herself leaving her to run as fast as she could not stopping for anyone.
'Why am I feeling this way..maybe it all started when Tamaki and i confessed our love.. Or maybe the way Tamaki touches me...holds me..says my name...'
In that moment her eyesight was turning black and her thought of concentration stopped. She fell harshly upon the cement thrashing her skull on the sidewalk.
"Mmhmm...", Haruhi's throat muffled trying to awaken from her traumatic accident.
Her eyes burst open. As her eyes tried to adjust to the bright hospital lghts, she barely could move her numb body. This made her frantic. All she could do was whisper out groans. the only movement was her hands and a little bit of her forearm. Just as she lifted her arm an inch off the bed a hand had softly grazed her right hand by accident and spoke in a deep voice.
"Morning Miss Fujioka, how are you feeling today? Take your time to speak and move for me", said her Doctor who was noticing how fast her body was draining out the drugs.
Haruhi opened her mouth forcing words to slip out.
"What..happened...where's my dad...I need him...", she was crying now, just like when she was 5 years old. Her eyes were still not focused making it hard to stop the tears from falling.
The doctor replied, "you were found on the sidewalk mixed with a puddle of water and blood. Our theory was you were running and slipped down a little bump in the sidewalk. You must've been in a really deep thought for something like this to happen".
Haruhi's eyesight returned vividly burning from the harsh lighting of the hospital room.
"I'll be back with your food Miss Fujioka, if you need anything press the red button on the side of your bed". The doctor left and Haruhi was sobbing not knowing what happen. She then felt a sensitive hand on hers with the thumb gently rubbing trying to sooth her sobs. Haruhi's eyes shot up to see a handsome young man appear in front of her.
"Haruhi...this is my fault... I drove you away... I ca-", Tamaki was gasping for air with tears streaming down his face.
"I can't lose you... I love you so much Haruhi!", he finally let out the last of his sentence.
Haruhi gave him a blank stare.
"Who...who are you? Why are you here..where's my dad!?", screamed Haruhi in a state of shock.
Tamaki was stunned. It took him a minute to adjust to what was happening. His heart sunk down to his stomach shattering into tiny pieces you could only see with a microscope. His delicate grip on her hand slowly untwined leaving him stunned at her words. He back away slowly as he ran out of her room into the waiting area to meet the other host club members. Tamaki's eyes were soaking in tears leaving his body to crash into Kyoya's openly arms. Kyoya saw the pain that was troubling Tamaki which instinctivly made him wrap his arms around him.
"She doesn't remember me...Kyoya she doesn't remember me...", his voice was low and soft leaving only Kyoya to hear his words.
Kyoya patted his back saying a comforting replying.
"Everything will be ok Tamaki, it just takes time. Now promise me...don't be an idiot and blame this accident on yourself. It wasn't your fault. She'll remember you soon."
Tamaki gripped into Kyoya's shirt pouring his tears out onto his shoulder.
"If she doesn't remember you Boss...she probably doesn't remember us..as well...K-Karou", Hikaru frantically gripped Karou's arm and fell to his knees.
"Hikaru!", Karou hugged his brother hoping he wouldn't pass out from shock.
Mori's hardened, pensive look became sour. Hunny's soft look became sour as well but with more anger.
"Takashi...I can't stay here...take me home please..", was all Hunny could say.
"Sure", Mori placed Hunny on his back making them the first ones to leave the hospital. The twins were next to leave because Hikaru couldn't contain himself from crying. Hikaru had help from Karou who held his arm around Hikaru's back and walked out the automatic doors. Three hours passed and Kyoya grew tiresome.
"Tamaki let's go home... You can get cleaned up and return tomorrow, Haruhi needs her rest as well".
"I'm staying. Please leave as you wish Kyoya but I'm however staying", Tamaki's voice was stern and unloving.
Kyoya sighed and hugged his best friend wishing him luck.
"Now it's your turn to save Haruhi", Kyoya said remembering when Tamaki took off with Lady Eclair. He then left Tamaki and went home to get rest. It was now 12:04am and Tamaki was in trace of thought. He got up ruggedly and headed towards Haruhi's room. He peeked inside seeing his sleeping beauty in a deep dream. Walking over to her, he brushed his fingers over her soft ivory white cheeks.
"Haruhi..". Tamaki bent his body over hers and gently pressed his lips on hers. When he lifted up to stare at her he'd realized what he had done. A blush went over his face causing him to stumble backwards. He had just kissed Haruhi! What was he thinking! Haruhi was now half awake noticing her lips were damp and a bit puffy. She struggled to sit up in bed which Tamaki leaped over to pull her up and situate her.
"Haruhi..are you alright?"
She nodded in response to his question and stared hard in eyes.
"I don't remember you.. But you were crying like knew me...so let me try to remember you...all I know is every time I gaze upon you I get this feeling in my stomach. You make me blush like crazy...and when you ran out of my room I started crying waiting for you to come back so I can try to realize who you are to me..", Haruhi took his hand and placed it on her cheek hoping this would trigger her memory. Tamaki blushed brighter in shock of what Haruhi was doing.
"C-can you lay here...with me... I'm scared and lonely... I'm not fond of hospitals very much..", Haruhi said smiling with a hint of sadness. Tamaki was nervous getting under the covers while Haruhi shifted onto her side whimpering for Tamaki to wrap his arms around her. He got the hint and did so laying his head in the creak of her neck/shoulder pulling her closer to him. She let out a soft moan laying in his warmth being protected by his body. Tamaki's body shuddered hearing her moan.
"Haruhi, close your eyes for me and try to listen to my voice...see if you can remember based off of that".
Haruhi closed her eyes and buried herself deeper into Tamaki's body. Tamaki was trying so hard not to lose control of himself. He had always dreamt of Haruhi and him doing everything his way, letting himself take control of her but the way she was pressing against him was pure torture.
"Haruhi, there's been a few things on my mind...and I'm going to pour them out to you so please try to grasp every word and absorb them into your memory...".
She nodded and nudged Tamaki's left hand begging for him to rub her side. Tamaki gulped from being turned on by her being innocent yet so deviant. He slowly rubbed her sides going under her hospital gown to touch her bare skin. It was silky soft and Tamaki couldn't control himself from kissing behind her ear and feeling her body get goose bumps from his actions.
"You're the type of girl who is so gracious to others. You care about everyone and anyone who has a voice to be heard. When you smile you always grab everyone's attention causing me to grow jealous. I love how you're so polite to people even the most crucial and rude ones. This may be sudden but I always dream of marrying you, having kids with you and growing old with you even though, we'd be the sexiest old people ever!"
Haruhi laughed at that last sentence.
"Besides all that, there's been 3 words in my mind since forever ago. I can't bare to be without you and I surely don't intend to be without you. The words I wanted to always say to you are, I love you."
The last words Tamaki said made Haurhi's head hurt causing her to tighten her eyes shut. Tamaki grew worrisome turning Haruhi over to face him as he kissed her forehead to sooth the pain.
"Tamaki..?", she gave him a familiar stare.
Tamaki's eyes grew wide when he heard her say his name and held her closer to him, not letting her loose.
"Did I worry you..", Haruhi asked feeling uncertain.
"You remember...that's all that matters", he said with a reassuring smile.
He pressed his lips into hers forcing her mouth to open as he gently slid his moist tongue causing friction on her tongue. He then worked his way down to her neck nipping and sucking.
"Tamaki...I get released today...can I go home with you...lets not let the host club know just yet...tell them you're still trying to get me to remember so they don't come visit today..", Haruhi said in between moans.
Tamaki gazed up at her beautiful face and replied by nodding his head smiling. Shortly after the fell asleep cuddling.
It was now 8:00am and Tamaki was still tightly holding his beloved angel in his arms. Tamaki glanced over his shoulder and saw a note on the table.
The note was from Haruhi's doctor saying: 'Morning miss Fujioka, you're being released today! Your bill will be at the front desk! Rest a ton! I hope you two don't get carried away and I have to see you for an unexpected visit! Haha!'.
Tamaki's face blew up in a bright red blush. He quickly crumbled the paper up and put it in his pocket. Haruhi had heard the noise and woke up.
"Morning Sempai...", her eyes were still closed but she was smiling.
"Don't call me Sempai. For only you it's Tamaki...or if you want to get into a little role-play..call me your king", Tamaki said giving her kisses on her lips smirking in between breathes.
Haruhi blushed at the thought of calling him her king, HER king!
"M-make sure you call the host club to not visit me", she stuttered feeling guilty for lying but she desperately wanted alone time with Tamaki.
Tamaki nodded yes taking his cellphone out of his pocket and started dialing Kyoya's number.
"Hello. This is Kyoya Ottori, please leave your name and number and I will surely get back to you."
"Kyoya! Please don't visit Haruhi today, she hasn't regain her memory and her doctor said no visitors! I'm going home right now so ill call you later. Bye!", Tamaki hung up the phone and picked up Haruhi bridal style and whispered in her ear, "ready to go to your king's mansion, my queen?"
Haruhi shivered by his breathy words in her ear. Tamaki called his driver and as soon as he arrived in front of the hospital, Tamaki yelled out, "Lets go!"
-At the host club-
"Hey Kyoya... Where's Tamaki? Is he still with... Ha...", Hikaru's voice faded away at the thought of Haruhi's name.
"Let me check my phone." Kyoya pulled out his phone and saw a voicemail from Tamaki Suoh.
"Kyoya! Please don't visit Haruhi today, she hasn't regain her memory and her doctor said no visitors! I'm going home right now so ill call you later. Bye!"
Kyoya raised an eyebrow in confusion but went along with the Voicemail. By the time Kyoya hung up the phone, the rest of the host club was gathered around.
"Tamaki said Haruhi isn't better and for us not to visit until her doctor had a reconfirming consent. Oh, and Tamaki is at home. I think we should stop by with some food to get his health back up since he's still upset.", Kyoya finished his sentence with an non expressible face.
"Sounds great!", the club members shouted.
-At Tamaki's house-
"Ah! Tamaki this is great!", Haruhi was staring at a buffet table of a variety of food including fancy tuna.
"Do you want to eat?", Tamaki said with a happily smile.
"Not yet, semp- I mean, Tamaki, can we talk... I've been meaning to tell you some things.."
"Sure, anything my dearly beloved queen".
As the two of them sat on the couch Haruhi grabbed Tamaki's hand and rub it reassuringly with a hopeful gesture.
"Tamaki...yesterday... I've been feeling weird signals in my stomach.. It only happens when I'm around you.. I never want you to stop touching me... And better yet..never stop loving me.. If you stopped loving me.. I'd never be the same..", Haruhi began to look doubtful for telling Tamaki her true feelings.
Tamaki brushed her hair back to hold her cheek in his hand.
"Haruhi...you think i will stop loving you...", He started chuckling and kissed her forehead long and hard.
"Can..can I show you my love.. Haruhi..?", Tamaki shyly asked.
Haruhi was stunned by his words. She didn't know why but her body forced her head to nod yes as she kept gazing into his eyes. Tamaki picked her up and took her to his room. Haruhi looked around taking in every glimpse of his room feeling a bit sheepish being in a guys room without her dad knowing. He laid her down on his bed and turned back to shut the door and turn down the lights. When Tamaki shortly returned to Haruhi, he discarded his shirt and pants getting a head start. Haruhi reached her hands out to rub his pectorals and lower abdominal. A pleasurable shiver crept up her body. Tamaki quickly rotated each other so Haruhi was on top of him still in her hospital gown. He knew she was only wearing panties under her gown which made him harden his manhood. Haruhi was on top of his bulge and let out a soft moan. Tamaki saw her pleasure and begged her to disrobe as well. She did as he asked and lifted the gown above her head showing her breast. Tamaki quickly reached his giant hands up to them and squished both breast at the same time feeling her softness. He then nipped at them switching back and fourth while sucking. Haruhi flew her head back and was moaning. She took off her own panties without Tamaki noticing and pushed Tamaki's head up to suck on his tongue, kiss his lips until she made them puffy and damp. While they were kissing she slid his underwear off seeing his erection pop up. Tamaki lifted Haruhi on top of his bulge which cause him to groan. Tamaki was pure sexiness and she wanted him now. This satisfied Haruhi enough to shift her weight forward then back having him slide up inside her wet walls. Tamaki bucked his hips so she could ride him. "Ngh...T-Tamaki!", she rotated her hips so he'd hit every nook and cranny. Tamaki couldn't hold it in any longer and just exploded himself inside her as she came to her climax as well. It was both their first time and they couldn't last that long as they heard about in sex ed the other day.
Kyoya and the host club knocked on Tamaki's mansion door and of course, no answer. Without permission they opened the door and started walking up stairs to Tamaki's room. Both Tamaki and Haruhi laid next to each other and kissed passionately while she rubbed him and he popped three fingers grinding and swirling inside her sex.
"Tamaki...I love you", said Haruhi in so much pleasure.
"I love you too...my sweet Haruhi", was all Tamaki could say after another orgasm hit him when she pushed down on his groin.
"Tama-chan we brought food!", screeched Hunny skipping down the hallway.
"Was that Hunny...Oh my.. Haruhi put your gown on!", Tamaki threw her the gown and he quickly put on his clothes.
Haruhi put on her gown and laid in his bed acting sick with Tamaki siting at the edge of the bed acting like he's attending to her need. Hunny opened the door and quickly was grabbed by Mori.
"WHAT THE HELL BOSS! YOU SAID HARUHI WASN'T BETTER...", Hikaru and Karou both blew up with rage.
"I knew something was up..", Kyoya said feeling somewhat accomplished by his scary psychic skill.
"I can explain! Please! Lets go down for lunch and ill explain everything!", Tamaki spoke reassuringly.
Tamaki swooped Haruhi up into his loving arms and snuck a quick kiss to her ear. As the host club made their way down to the dinning room, Haruhi felt uncomfortable with Tamaki's sweat still on her body and the stickiness between her thighs. Tamaki sat himself next to Haruhi and the rest of the host club gathered around to sit and dine.
"The reason I didn't want you guys to know that Haruhi regained her memory was because I was selfish. I terribly wanted alone time with her to make sure her recovery was permanent and not a relapse. If you all can please understand...", Tamaki gave his sweet pleading puppy eyes.
There was a long moment of silence and Haruhi was doubting Tamaki's quick witted plan.
Kyoya spoke first, "And you really thought not telling us Haruhi was alright was ok?...Tamaki, if you're going to make stupid plans to only benefit you then tell us. Don't just hide secrets from us and expect us to be able to forgive you. You worried Hikaru to the point he couldn't think about Haruhi without hurting inside."
Tamaki nodded his head to respond but felt a bit guilty. Haruhi tapped his hand to tell him 'don't worry stay strong'.
"Kyoya, from this day onward, I will tell you no more lies and be brutally honest!", Tamaki smiled like the dork he was letting him feel proud.
"Let's eat!", Hunny shouted already chewing on sushi.
"Haha yeah, lets eat!", Haruhi's face shone with gratitude for her awesome friends.
-fast forward-
Haruhi went home to her dad to explain what had happen to her these past 2 days and she ended up staying home for an extra 2 weeks to fully recover. The host club brought her daily homework but never stayed over so she could concentrate.
Haruhi felt a bit strange in her stomach which began to concern her however, she continued anyway to school. Once she arrived to Ouran Academy her stomach felt like it flipped forcing her legs to run straight to the bathroom. Her body ascended forward to throw up in the toilet.
"I must be sick or...", Haruhi's lips froze slowly getting up and touched her bit bulging stomach. She turned pale.
"I'm..pregnant..."
Haruhi's mind blew up with racing thoughts. Her hands pressed deeper into the bulge to make sure it was maybe an air bubble. Her stomach was soft yet a bit harden by the tiny being growing inside her which was then led to trail her fingers over and over her stomach until someone knocked on the bathroom stall door.
"Haruhi...are you ok? I don't know what's wrong but...you're in the girls bathroom..."
Haruhi froze and hadn't realize where she had run to until now to have found out she was in the women's restroom even though...she was girl! She took a deep breath and shifted the uniform over her little swollen stomach and opened up the door to see one of her regular customers.
"I'm sorry! I'm still kind of under the weather from my accident. I guess the medication I took is taking its toll. I didn't realize I stumbled into the girls restroom. Haha!", hoping she'd buy her lie, Haruhi began to sweat.
"Ohhhhh, that makes sense! I'm sorry Haruhi! Please get better!", she walked out of the bathroom and back to class leaving Haruhi once again alone.
Haruhi went to the mirror and stared long and hard into her reflection drifting off into deep thoughts.
'I know I'm not suppose to care if people mistaken me for a boy...but it feels a bit weird now...now that Tamaki and I...did it..'
Slowly but surely she walked out of the bathrooms and sat in class having her seat in between Hikaru and Karou.
Hikaru spoke first, "My Haruhi, you're practically glowing today! You keep distracting the girls from listening to the teacher! What's different about you!"
"Yeahhhh, and your hair is much shinier! Your complexion is phenomenal!", Karou said with a heartfelt tone.
"It's probably my new moisturizer! Now can we get back to work please!", Haruhi snapped back at the twins causing the class to swerve around looking at her.
Just then her stomach started growling causing her face to turn pale and she sat back down holding her stomach.
Finally class was over and it was an antagonizing hell for Haruhi. It was now lunch and she could now go eat and relax! As she raced with her boxed lunch to sit down at the nearest table she looked up to see Tamaki laughing with some girls and even smiling with his prize-winning smile... the smile he gave to her. Only her. Haruhi lost her appetite, turning back around and left the lunch room. The pathway had led her to a secret garden where she sat underneath the stone table and opened up her bento box. Tears streamed down her face trying to contain them but it was surely no use. Haruhi struggled to eat and just smelling the food made her nauseous. Pushing the food away from her, she placed her hands on her stomach looking down at it still continuing to cry out her emotions to her unborn child that seemed like the only one who cared about her feelings.
"W-why did this have to happen... I cant tell Tamaki now!...he's after all the host club king and every girl wants him! Why did I fall for him..." She desperately needed to vent to someone about her emotions.
"I'm curious too on why you fell for him...and please tell me why the sudden flow of tears?"
Haruhi looked up and saw the person she needed the most.