Dear Diary,
My name is Lucy Heartfilia. Master Makarov said our guild, Fairy Tail, has to learn to express our emotions in a less destructive manner (I blame Natsu, Erza and Gray for that... but mostly Natsu!). He encouraged all of us to write our feelings in a journal, and I must say, I especially like this idea, because I am an aspiring writer, and this will be great practice for me!
Today, however, I feel a little confused. Ok, a lot confused. And worried. It's been a regular week for us at the guild, and the jobs me, Natsu and Happy have taken have been minor, easy jobs with ok rewards. But, yesterday, me and Natsu went out on a job. Alone. Happy stayed behind with Carla (that's Wendy's cat, by the way... they can both fly, they are a magical breed called Exceeds... anyway, moving on) so it was just me and Natsu. Everything was fine at first. We were talking and laughing and joking around like we usually is one of the things I like about him. He's so easy to talk to and just outright friendly, if a little dense at times. It was after we finished the job that things got... well... not normal.
It was early evening. The sun was just beginning to set. It was so beautiful, almost magical even, the way the sun cast its orange and red glow across the horizon. The warm breeze felt wonderful against my skin. Me and Natsu were sitting side by side at the edge of the low cliff, just enjoying the scenery before heading back to the guild. And then it happened; whatever it was. I turned to look at him. He looked so handsome and peaceful... relaxed. I will admit that I have always found him good looking, with his tan skin and pink spikey hair. I guess he felt me staring at him because he turned to look at me and like an idiot, I blushed but I just couldn't turn away...
But instead of making one of his smart ass comments, or making fun of me, he actually kept getting closer... and closer... and then so close I could feel his warm breath fanning across my cheeks. I could feel my heart beating loudly inside my chest, and wondered if he could hear it too. I closed my eyes and licked my lips. I won't lie to you, diary, I was anticipating the feel of his lips on mine. And then... he cleared his throat and picked a dry leaf out of my hair. For an insane moment I thought Natsu was going to kiss me! How big of an idiot can I be? I was mortified and couldn't look him in the eye after that. Things haven't really been the same since. I feel awkward, and he seems distant. I think I may have messed up our friendship. *sigh* What should I do?
Yours Truly,
Lucy
P.S. He hasn't broken into my room all week...
A/N: Hey guys! I hope you enjoy this entry! It's going to be a fic made of excerpts from the diaries of several members of Fairy Tail... Just a fair warning, I ship Nalu, Gruvia, Jerza, Friajane, Elfeen and Gale... so expect to see a lot of fluffy stuff :p