AN: this is after the rebellion and Peeta's hijacking this is his and Katniss's point of view and how he struggles to feel the love he had for Katniss. It doesn't help that Katniss is put in a life-threatening Snow is in jail with Gale as president. Will love come back?
The characters all belong to Suzanne Collins (so don't sue) Has some cursing but very little.
Without further ado The Love I used to Feel Chapter 1
chapter one
Three months after the hijacking and I'm stressed my mother and family are gone I love Katniss, but I was being stupid and tried to strangle her. She is with Gale to keep her family alive. I sleep in my bed by myself but I hear her screams every night filling the air. It makes me feel satisfied I don't know why. Every morning I do my daily routine shower, eat breakfast, and go to the bakery. We all moved back to 12 and are rebuilding, and President Gale said he was going to bring back the Hunger Games, but Katniss said, "No." At the bakery my coworkers are making me mad they do what they are supposed to do and it makes me mad because that means that I cannot hurt them. Each day I have to fight turning into my mom
Katniss' point of view
I moved on in my life and Prim and Mom are living with me. Dating Gale to get what I need. He wants to bring back The Hunger Games, but I told him no and he was going to bring it back unless I date him. BLECK! "I'm going out into the woods." "Okay" Mom called from the kitchen. 'I really need to think about what is happening with Gale.' Peeta tried to kill me, and I have not been able to get my life back together again.
Time Jump AN (I know it probably sucks but please keep reading)
Peeta's Point of View
I am heading out to Katniss' house. I think I can talk to her without trying to kill her, so as I approached the steps I hear her mom yelling in the house get your ass in here right now. I stay outside and listen to the conversation. "Where do you think you are going young lady?" "Into the woods you know that's where I sort out my thoughts." "I know you love Peeta ,Katniss, go down to his house right now and speak from the heart." "Fine" I heard Katniss reply. I dashed back down to my house that is two houses down before she came out.
Katniss' Point of View
"I know you love Peeta ,Katniss, go down to his house right now and speak from the heart." "Fine" I huffed. "But if I am dead it will be all your fault." I slam the door as hard as I can breaking the hinges off the door. 'Great another thing I have to fix.' I was walking down to Peeta's house because I was in no big hurry, and of course out pops Haymitch. "So you finally got some sense knocked into you sweetheart."
AN: ok so this is all I am writing for now let me know what you think. I probably suck though. Please review any comments at all will be greatly appreciated. If I get enough comments I will continue writing it.