Hello! I kinda revised this first chapter. Hihihi.
I think I made it worse. Well, I'll tell you now...all the awesome chapters...are the...late ones...7+++. :D
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It was an alluring, captivating, and melodious sound.
He was able to play such a beautiful harmonious sound. Every note had a seemingly happy tone to it, but somehow if one one listen to the piece altogether, it gave a depressing and sad tune. Every time he would press the keys, he would create such a sound. A sound that reflects his inner soul. It was confused, frazzled, scared, happy. It was a composition of various emotions.
It is a reflection of his feelings for her. It was a confusing feeling for him. He hated the uncertainty.
He hated the feeling of being vulnerable.
He hates knowing that he is capable of hurting her in the most painful way possible.
He knows that he could rupture her soul without lifting a finger.
So he kept his distance. He watched her from a far. He observed all the tiny little movements she made , physically, socially and emotionally. He would imprint the images he'd see and treasure it. He would remember her smile, her laughter, her simple gestures. Direct contact? It never existed between the both of them. The young boy started to think. He started to think about her, it wasn't a disturbance anymore. It happened all the time. It happened so frequently his day wouldn't be complete without thinking of her. It became a cycle.
I have achieved so much, but you...you are the wish I can never get. The dream I'll never be able to achieve. If I truly love you, then I'll stay away. The least I can do is to not ruin your life. Somehow all the lives that get intertwined with mine get ruined. For once in my life, I will not be selfish. So I'll leave you be. Your friends, your family. I doubt they'll accept me.
Besides, I don't know how to love.
I'm afraid I'll give too much or too little.
I'm afraid that I'll end up hurting you.
I'm afraid that I'll ruin your life.
I've done it countless times already.
I could do it again, effortlessly.
So, I'm happy to just see you smile.
And if I had a heart, you'd be in there too.
I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life rather than to be right beside you for eternity, scarring you for life.
I can't have everything in life. For all this money, fame, power, and glory. I paid the price.
Still, the moon continued to shine, brightly but not too bright.
A porcelain like color to his skin.
This young boy sat by the grand piano pressing it's keys with pleasing consistency.
He was all alone in the room.
He had enough peace in the room to ponder about the mysteries in life.
Then he thought of her once again.
Her auburn hair.
Her hazel eyes.
Her smooth and fair skin.
Her petite stature.
Her kindness.
Her smile.
Her smarts and her wittiness.
All was good until someone knocked on the door and brought him back to reality.
"Kaiba-sama, supper is ready." the butler said, hesitantly.
"I'll be down shortly." he replied.
Wow, now that sucked. You can skip chapter two and move on. I think chapter two sucks.
Well, thanks for reading by the way!
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