{~*THIS ISN'T LIFE*~}

Author: KOO (Kai's One & Only)

Disclaimer: NO, I don't own Beyblade! *sobs* I don't even own Kai! BUT, I do half-own the lyrics to this song! Well, that's 'coz my friend wrote it! *waits for applause, but gets none* Hn. Whatever! (I love that line, 'coz it's by KAI!!! ^_^U)

Heyz! I've decided to write this one-shot songfic. It's been on the top of my head for days, so I thought I might as well write it down!

Kinda angsty, yaoi-ish and suicidal-ish, so if your not interested in that kind of stuff, this isn't for you!

My love, all I asked for was to show me true life,

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

What have asked for?

Let me die.

This pale existence it isn't for me.

I asked for love,

Ha. All I got was pain.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

I feel your goodbye kisses, mother.

Why'd you leave me here?

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

I hear your harsh words, father.

You said I'd end up as nothing.

Well, congratulations, I'm nothing.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

Then I met you.

The devil in an angel's body.

You weren't happy just destroying me were you?

You wouldn't be happy, until I died.

Here I am. Goodbye.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

You with your ice blue eyes. And me thinking I could break through that iciness.

I couldn't. Nobody ever will.

You're just a beautiful blood-red haired statue.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

You agreed with everything I said; everything I did.

How was I supposed to know I was nothing more than a tool?

You took my trust, my love and turned it against me.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

Beneath the layers of ice surrounding my heart,

A heart still beats.

This heart has been hurt, only because of you.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

Is it my fault?

Or is it your?

It doesn't matter whose fault it is, don't you ever forgot I have a heart,

A heart which feels like everyone; a heart which needs love.

Your love.

Belonging to someone else,

This isn't life.

Let me die.

What have I asked for?

Let me die.

Whoah, that's really angsty isn't it?

Anyway, for all those who haven't got the hints in the song, it's Kai discussing Tala.

Well, I'd love for you guys to review. Tell me if I should write another songfic.

Byez! ^_~

KOO (Kai's One & Only)