I wish I could die; just crawl into a little hole and never face reality again! I have fallen into a bottomless pit and now madness is swirling around me, flooding my thoughts, clouding my eyes, deafening my ears, oh make it stop, I haven't done anything! Not a thing to deserve this torture!
Why do I have to be alone? Why?! This maddening non-feeling of emptiness and pain - they treat me like an object, eat me from the inside out, I am a dark shell of hatred, and can feel nothing at all... It was they who had done this to me, recreating me as a monster, an evil demon - those ignorant humans with their imperfect, judgmental instincts to thrash out at anything they do not understand, attack whatever confuses them!
The content of your character is very exceptional if you have a pretty face. You're quite the charming man if you can string two words together with a heart-throbbing smile! Yes, the ladies will fall all over a vain little devil, wouldn't they? I don't wish to be that, oh please, I could never be that. I could make a mask - another mask to hide my true self. One with which I could stroll down the streets normally without a second glance from passersby.. but that is not me! No matter what I do, I will never be able to hide my jealousy for a real, normal face! I do not deserve this!
I wish for it to end, the torment, the grief, the emptiness, I want it all to go AWAY! Why, why was I cursed with such a horrible appearance? I want to be free of physical boundaries! I want to leave this human world of imperfection and evil! Of greed and judgment and faults!
I have fallen, and I wish never to get up. I have crawled into my hole, and I will stay there forever and ever and ever, where I will be safe... private.. with nobody else to hurt me, break me, shun me, HATE ME... I wish to be free of this dark fate - turn into a beautiful swan after years of ugly contempt.. I want no more pity or fear... a final disappearing act, for my sake, for your sake...
Do not kid yourselves; I know it's what you all want.
Why do I have to be alone? Why?! This maddening non-feeling of emptiness and pain - they treat me like an object, eat me from the inside out, I am a dark shell of hatred, and can feel nothing at all... It was they who had done this to me, recreating me as a monster, an evil demon - those ignorant humans with their imperfect, judgmental instincts to thrash out at anything they do not understand, attack whatever confuses them!
The content of your character is very exceptional if you have a pretty face. You're quite the charming man if you can string two words together with a heart-throbbing smile! Yes, the ladies will fall all over a vain little devil, wouldn't they? I don't wish to be that, oh please, I could never be that. I could make a mask - another mask to hide my true self. One with which I could stroll down the streets normally without a second glance from passersby.. but that is not me! No matter what I do, I will never be able to hide my jealousy for a real, normal face! I do not deserve this!
I wish for it to end, the torment, the grief, the emptiness, I want it all to go AWAY! Why, why was I cursed with such a horrible appearance? I want to be free of physical boundaries! I want to leave this human world of imperfection and evil! Of greed and judgment and faults!
I have fallen, and I wish never to get up. I have crawled into my hole, and I will stay there forever and ever and ever, where I will be safe... private.. with nobody else to hurt me, break me, shun me, HATE ME... I wish to be free of this dark fate - turn into a beautiful swan after years of ugly contempt.. I want no more pity or fear... a final disappearing act, for my sake, for your sake...
Do not kid yourselves; I know it's what you all want.