AN: Ok this story is inspired by A Rocket to the Moon's "Like we use too" mostly the piano version because it's softer and slower. So it's kind of a song fic but not really. Anyway don't get me wrong I love Klaine, like to death, but I really wanted to write a fic with this song and Klaine just fit. Also I'm not sure if I should continue the story, like maybe have cute Klaine flashbacks. I have a couple written up but I'm not sure if I should put them in this story or have them in another. Let me know!
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"I can feel her breathas she's sleeping next to mesharing pillows and cold feet, she can feel my heartfell asleep to its beatunder blankets and warm sheets…"
Blaine laid on the soft worn in couch, his arms wrapped around the most amazing person in the world. Kurt sighed in his sleep as Blaine moved closer to him so there was no space in between their bodies. Blaine picked up his head a little and kissed Kurt on his neck. "I love you Kurt Hummel." He mumbled into the beautiful boy's neck. "Mmmm, I love you too." Kurt scooted closer to Blaine if that was possible and slowly started to drift off again. Blaine sighed as he took in his surroundings. He was laying with the love of his life on a beautiful Sunday afternoon. Light shone through the light blue curtains, making the whole room look like an underwater scene. Blaine desperately wanted to freeze time in this spot, at this moment and never leave it. Perfect, Blaine thought once more. Everything in this moment is perfect.
Blaine opened his eyes to stare at the quiet piano before him. The flashback of what was brought tears to his eyes. If only his wish came true, if only he could have stopped time and stayed with Kurt forever. The choir room was quite and lonely. Light shining through the large windows were too bright and too harsh. Nothing like the light that had came through the curtains that day. Lately everything seemed to be too bright, too loud, and too real. It was as if he had the world's worse hangover that was lasting for weeks, and no matter what he did the pain refused to go away. Blaine stared at the spot where he and Kurt kissed for the first time. It was the one of the large windows near the couches. Kurt had been pressed against the window and they both took it slow. Slow at first. A gentle kiss here and there, though both wanted more, they respected each other and their relationship too much to push anything. It had never gone all the way and Blaine wasn't upset by that. He could have lived forever just kissing Kurt. In honesty Blaine could have lived forever just talking to Kurt, singing with him, and watching movies with him, but never nothing more. He would have been happy just being friends because that meant he was at least in Kurt's life. That must have been why he was so surprised when Kurt wanted more, because the romantic part of their relationship was just a beautiful added bonus. A melody played inside Blaine's head, soft and sweet but heartbreaking at the same time. Blaine's figures started playing the melody on the piano, gracefully dancing across the keys. Then lyrics joined the notes and Blaine sang "Does he watch your favorite movies?Does he hold you when you cry?Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts, when you've seen it a million times?Does he sing to all your music, while you dance to Purple Rain?Does he do all these things, like I used to?" The notes changed into a beautiful bridged when the tears appeared. Slowly at first, then more came pouring out until Blaine had to stop playing because he couldn't see or even think. The pain was too much. He couldn't walk down the hallways anymore pretending everything was fine when Kurt walked down those same hallways with a different boy, holding someone else's hand. Blaine hated the guy, he hated that he made Kurt happy when Blaine was suppose to make him happy. He hated that that guy was allowed to touch Kurt, kiss Kurt, and listen to Kurt's beautiful voice. He hated that he had let all of the joy and love that was Kurt slip through his fingers. Only to land in a guy that didn't deserve Kurt. Of course no one deserved him. He was too sweet, to amazing for anyone on this Earth. And though it pained Blaine in every way possible, he knew that if Kurt was happy and unharmed with that boy, then Blaine could be happy too.
Blaine had wiped the last tear away when he heard someone come in. He slowly turned around to look, and there was the face that had caused the tears. Kurt stood frozen on the spot, with a sheet of music in hand. Kurt had wanted to rehearse his solo for sectionals alone, but all thoughts of rehearsing were long gone. Blaine cursed softly and turned his head back to the piano. He knew he looked like hell, especially after crying so hard. Blaine was surprised Kurt hadn't ran out of the choir room in disgust from his appearance. But that wasn't what was on Kurt's mind at all. What he saw was a very broken beaten man sitting at the piano. Kurt carefully took a step forward, not wanting to startle Blaine anymore then he already had. "Blaine," he whispered "are you alright?" Blaine sighed and placed the cover over the keys of the piano before laying his elbows on it. "Yeah I'm fine Kurt." He spoke in what he had hoped was an indifferent tone but it came out snappy and rude. "Ok then I'll just leave you to your thoughts then." Kurt slowly turned around and headed toward the door when he heard a soft heartbreaking whisper of "Kurt?" Kurt turned around to see Blaine looking at him desperately, trying to keep back the tears that clouded his eyes. "Yes Blaine?" Kurt whisper back. "Are you happy with him?" Blaine whispered, "Honestly, he doesn't harm you? He gives you everything you need?" Kurt felt a little taken aback by this question but answered it truthfully, even though he knew it would only break the other boy's heart. "Yes Blaine, I am. He respects me a lot." Kurt bit on his bottom lip, wanting nothing more than to hold the broken boy in his arms and tell him everything was going to be alright. But he knew that would do more harm than good. Blaine simply nodded at these words and stared down at the floor. "Blaine?" Kurt asked, but Blaine pretended like he didn't hear Kurt. "Do you still love me?" Blaine asked in barely a whisper as if hoping that the words wouldn't reach Kurt's ears. "Yes Blaine I do. But not in the way you want me to, I still care about you, but more like a brother or a best friend." Blaine nodded once more, tears spilling down his checks. "That I can live with." He looked up at Kurt and smiled, Kurt smiled back. "Thank you Kurt for everything." Tears shone on both of the boys' checks as they stared at each other for another moment. "Well I better go, I'll talk to you later Blaine." Kurt said as he stared to back out of the choir room once more, not realizing he had slowly been walking toward Blaine this entire time. "Goodbye Kurt." Blaine smiled once more and when Kurt was out of the choir room he turned to the piano, laying his head down on the calm smooth surface. Letting the last of his tears slide quietly down his face.
"Will he love you like I loved you?Will he tell you every day?Will he make you make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say?Can you promise me if this was right,don't throw this all away?Can you do all these things?Will you do all these things,
Like we used to?"
AN: So I like it…do you? Just wondering. Oh and I have come up with a wonderful idea. Do you want me to write another chapter but have it of Kurt's point of view of the breakup and everything? I have a song in mind if ya'll do. Just review and tell me!
PS: Go check out A Rocket to the Moon. They're boss like Zefron ;)