I can't feel anything. What i mean is i don't feel emotions. I can't feel happiness, sadness, fear, anger or anything, just, nothing. It been like this ever since i was a child, my mom said this is natural, they'll be someone out there that will show me emotions, but who?
my name is ayano aishi, i'm a high school student, alone, with no friends. Is not like i care but the way i act around people just weird them out, so i have to pretent to act like i have emotions. i never care for anyone, not even my own parents. But one day, when i was late to class, i ran into a boy, i never saw this person before, i see almost everyone but this boy, he was different.
When i first lay eyes on him, my heart pounds, it almost like i just saw colors for the first time. It was like hearing beautiful music for the first time. The boy has black hair, brown eyes, he was rather cute and his voice was cute in boyest tone.
he apologize and left me and head to class, when he leaves, it felt like a part of me just felt empty, like everything was back as it was.
I was late to class but i didn't care. the only thing i care about was him. I ask around on who he was and i got some info on him, his is taro, and he is a upperclassmate than me.
I was soon obsess with him, where i start to follow him to his home, taking stuff from him and learning from him.
All i can think about was him, and no one else. One day my parents decided to go and take a trip, and leave me home alone, then one day when i saw him, he was running, i thought he was going to be late but school wasn't going to ring yet. I follow him and saw him run to a orange hair girl with long pony tails.
She yell at him, saying that he was late and overslept again, he apologize and they walk to school together. When i saw this, i was mortified, and felt a new emotion: anger. I follow them to school and couldn't overheard what they were saying. they soon went their separate ways and i was confuse, i didn't know who to go after: sempai, or her.
I had to get to class, couldn't afford to be late again, and sempai was in the same classroom as i was.
The whole day i follow him and everytime i see him with her, everytime i see him with her i feel anger, jealousy, upset and a urge to do something. I didn't know who she was, i didn't know if she is a friend, or maybe, possible his girlfriend.
Just thinking about it makes me hate her, i want to do something bad to her, anything, even possibly, kill her.
But. Then i thought of the consequences that may happen, i don't know what to do after killing her, what to do then? And what if anyone finds out? Sempai will never love a murderer.
Then one day, i got a unknow text message. this is what it said.
???: "hello ayano."
me: "who is this? how you got my number?"
???: "you will soon know who i am, but that's not important. What important right now is your situation with the boy you're interest in."
me: "how you know about him? Why you care about me?"
???: "let's just say our family have a little history together, and i would like to continue that relationship together."
me: "what? you know about my family? who are you?"
???: "i am know for many names, but everyone calls me info chan."
me: "info chan? i heard rumos about you, none of them are good. why help me now?"
info chan: "i help you, you help me in return."
me: "and why should i?"
info chan: "do you want your sempai taken from her?"
me: "no, but what is it in for you?"
info chan: "i'll tell you later. Do you agree?
me: "i'm in. tell me what to do."
info chan: "good, i'll give you info on the girl. her name is osana najima, she is a close friend to your sempai since childhood. She always treat him coldly because she actually have feelings for him. she going to confess her love to him underneat the cherry blossom tree in the school on friday."
me: "son of a...what you want me to do?"
info chan: "it will be a real shame if anything bad happens to her. Anything."
me: "like what? you don't expect me to..."
info chan: "when i mean anything, i mean anything."
me: "why you want me to take her down?"
info chan: "i'll tell you when the job is done, if you need help, send me a panty shot of a student. I'll be in touch."
And that was the last time she text me, so now i know what to do, i must take out osana, any means necessary. sempai will be mine, either he likes it or not.
Yandere simulator
